#epi 16

Arthur: Alright, so he can sleep in my room. I’ll put a mattress on the floor.

Kaiser: Alright.

(Luba: If Joui could hear this he’d be very jealous.)

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Arthur: I made an omelette for you, a little omelette, and I brought you a little cup of juice.

(Rakin: Was that for me or..?)

(Cellbit & Guaxi: For you.)

(Guaxi: I give it to him like this, placing it on the ground.)

Arthur: Here you go-

(Luba: Wow. The best of friends.)

Dante: Thanks, Arthur-

[The cast laughs]

(Cellbit: Joui wakes up with the alarm. All alone at home.)

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Fernando: How did the night go with Dante? Everything alright?

Arthur: Uh, it was. He stayed calm there, slept, I think it was- you know what it’s like, right? Yesterday was a day sorta.. sorta difficult for him. He left with-

Joui: He slept with you guys?

Arthur: He slept at our home.

Joui: Where?

Arthur: (Spoken shyly) On the floor of my room.

Joui: Where did you sleep?

Arthur: On- on the bed.

Joui: (Clearly discontent with this) Hm.

Arthur: You know that you can stay over at our home whenever you want as well!

Joui: (With sass) Now I do.

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Erin: Joui, are you feeling better?

Joui: (Nods) I am, Erin. Thanks. Sorry for-

Erin: No problem.

Joui: -Sorry if I was kinda strange yesterday.

Erin: It was nothing. Everything’s alright.

Joui: Good to see you doing alright.

Arthur: I’m also doing alright.

Joui: Of course you are; you slept with Dante.

(Luba: And there Joui leaves.)

Who does Ga-On even have anymore?

His parents are gone. The professor used him. Su Hyeon is dead.

If Yo Han is determined to blow himself to pieces then that leaves nobody. So ofc my heart breaks when Ga-On said he was going to go with Yo Han. 💔

He already planned to end it when he thought Yo Han was already gone.

no fucking way. look at this motherfuckers smug ass face. everything is always connected 🧠

watching ordem actually feels like

i dont have any criticisms really or questions i think im gonna watch fhe revelando tomorrow so everything i’ll leave to say after i watched that

i cannot describe how heart wrenching it was to watch liz and thiago go through that. you just cant comprehend how it is for someone to stay waiting for years and just aging. i just feel so heavily for them because i just know that was agonizing and to see how liz acted afterwards broke me. cellbit definitely knew the right way to go with the writing in that combat because i wouldve accepted some gruesome death but it being mentally tortuous and liz losing so much of her life is another level of devastating.

then theres thiago which i already predicted was going to die the second he sacrificed himself with that symbol but the way everything played out was so fucking sad. he waited so many years for them to not be in the blast zone knowing he’d die. being unable to do or say anything to them. fuck. he loved them so much and died saving their lives. till the very end. he loved them so much.

liz lost her best friend. their dynamic was so important to her character and he really was her rock. and seeing liz without a thiago is. man. liz lost so much. they all lost so much. the ending had the perfect atmosphere of: was any of it worth it? did it even matter in the end? so much loss and so much pain. and it only led to so much more and its horrible and i detest the doctors for what they did to these innocent people and they all died not knowing. they had no way to live or understand. they all just died.

btw im crying while typing this lmao the more i think about it the more devastated i get.

all i can think about is when cesar felt like there was no going back when they were first entering that forest because theres no moment quite was accurate as that one. they were never coming back the way they arrived. they lost so much. it pains me to think about all their happy moments as a team when they played never have i ever and that damn cemetery scene. they were still so happy and together despite having lost so many people. they still had each other. and they lost even that by the end. they were never coming back from this. nothing was ever going to be the same again.

i kept thinking about when verissimo says oh youre team hope now right? and they still are but it felt so empty without thiago. i just thought back to his speech to liz when she wanted to shoot the old guy. saying hope was all they had. and now hes gone

liz’s attitude and fury towards verissimo in the end was just a direct parallel of the last mission when she had lost alex and daniel but now she lost thiago and she lost everyone she had from that mission and now its only her and she lost part of herself as well.

in the end it just felt like loss. only loss. and i know thats intention and fucking good writing but wow. theres no satisfaction in anything that happened.

i want so badly for them to be together again and happy and laughing and they just supported each other so well throughout the mission.

their first group hug and their last

in conclusion um. yeah o segredo na floresta is not for the weak. i honestly considered quitting at two points in my watching of it. its so incredibly sad. props to the players for roleplaying so damn hard and making me fall so in love with their characters and friendship that i wanted so badly for all of them to make it out okay even though i knew they wouldnt. props to cellbit for writing such a great story and building this world. props to the entire ordem team cause holy shit they are the backbone of all of this.