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I wake up to nothing but darkness I get up I hear the sobbing yet again Everyday on this day, august the 9th I wake up I get up I hear the sobbing Then I return to my deep slumber Until august the 9th rolls around again It has been this way for 50 years now However, this august was the last august I woke up in I waited and waited and waited for someone to wake me up again Someone to liberate me from the darkness But nobody came Whoever it was is now gone Maybe dead even And I am forgotten

I am lost in space but I need space. Doesn’t make sense now does it ? Nothing ever makes sense anyway. This world is a mystery. People act so conceited it’s quite amusing. They don’t know how their brain functions. They don’t know what lies within the ocean. They don’t know who Jack the Ripper was. They don’t know what psychopaths do or think. All these questions left unanswered. But people still feel the need to fill their hearts with things that are of little significant. It’s baffling. The universe is 46 billion light years. You Are Nothing But A Mere Coincidence A coincidence that has come to life. The odds of you being born were so little Yet humans still feel the need to be their obnoxious selves. The universe didn’t deserve us. These 10 trillion galaxies didn’t deserve us The earth never deserved us. So go ahead and bring others down and taint the beauty of the stars. You’ll only see it for a couple years anyways,right ?

Humans are excruciating pains to live with, ignorant humans tick me off the most. Over the years, I’ve learned of the different types humans. There were those who were too naive to even stand a chance at this whole life thing and there were those who lived life while fearing it which lead to an uneventful life and and uneventful death, but those weren’t the world’s biggest threats,one could argue that they are to a certain extent. The real scumbags are those who lie and manipulate, those who pretend to be the average human that’s too ingenuous but then turn out to be the monster you never saw coming. Manipulation comes in different forms. It can take the shape of a friend that “wants what’s best for you”. They were probably present for the majority of your lifetime, stroking your ego and shaping it to be unbreakable, they were there for you whispering sweet nothings into your ears whenever you wanted to hear it in hopes that one day you will become what they want you to be. We all call it a phase when we suddenly feel depressed. That everyone has a stage in their life where they don’t feel right. Manipulation may be the undiagnosed cause. Subtle mental abuse has always been bonus with manipulators, it’s so subtle it’s gone under the radar for a while.when suddenly you feel empty inside and with no purpose. Gas lighting is the term used to describe their action and tactics. They slowly set your soul,mind and body into a fiery inferno without you even realizing it. You begin to question your reality and second guess the basics of what makes you who you are. They’ve always been there for you so when they say things like “ if only you weren’t so introverted or timid you might have gotten that internship ”. Before you know it you start questioning your life choices These comments accumulate over time and start to clog up your reality and your beliefs. Beware