people always pressure me to drink alcohol because i used to drink and it’s normal in australia to be an alcoholic, and they keep pestering me and say ah you're no fun,
like i’m on pretty heavy endep (amitriptyline) and it doesn't mix well with drinks, and it will just make me fall asleep, and if i do drink i end up hurting myself or overdoing it, and plus my stomach gets sick most of the time.
like i don't care if i don't drink much anymore, i’ve come to terms with my decision. i’m trying to be on my medication steadily and get sleep every night. i still have a wine or beer if i feel like one, i just don’t want the pestering anymore from other people and have to tell them the reason every single time. ive accepted it , so why can’t they?
like its already hard enough to know you can’t have fun like other people do and drink to your hearts content. I dont need the extra pressure making me feel more shit
