#entires

"damn... they finna hang my black ass"

@dumbellsndragons - Axgard Battlesuit

@driftingthruthecosmos - Immortal Triumph

@evscfa1 - Mistlebranche, Cosmic Prank

@fractured-infinity - Firja, First of the Valkyrie

@gollumni - Tuskeri Obituary

@hiygamer - Runecarver's Chisel

@hypexion - Kaya's Gambit

@i-am-the-one-who-wololoes - Winter Travels

HEY YALL!! So it’s been a hot minute (3 years to be exact) since I had a Taylor Swift blog and since I just started one back up again, I feel like I should reintroduce myself!!

I’m Pressley, I’m 19, and I’ve been a swiftie since 2006!! My stanning began pretty much immediately after seeing her Tim McGraw music video on CMT. And not to be dramatic, but my life literally has never be the same.

She impacted all of my life choices. Everything in my life has been touched by Taylor and if it wasn’t for her, I wouldn’t be the person I am today. If it wasn’t for her, I wouldn’t have all the amazing experiences I’ve had and I wouldn’t have all the amazing friends that I do. I honestly don’t know who I would even be if it wasn’t for Taylor.

I’ve had a pretty turbulent life and I’ve been through things that I didn’t think I would make it out of, and what got me through it all was Taylor. People leave and pain is inevitable but Taylor and her music have been the only constant in my life.

That’s kinda why I’m starting this blog up again. I’m in a place in my life where I feel clueless and lost. I’ve been going through some of the worst anxiety I’ve had in years and through some confusing manic and depressive episodes (I have bipolar disorder). I have no idea what I want to do with my life and I feel like I have no idea who I am. I feel directionless in my future. One of the only things that is getting me through this is Taylor. She’s been my role model for so long and being a swiftie gives me some kind of grounding in my life. It makes me feel less shaky and lost. I’m so grateful that I’m a part of this fandom and that Taylor Swift is the way that she is. I’m so grateful that I’ve been a fan for as long as I have and I’m so grateful that I’ve gotten to grow with her. It’s so great feeling like someone understands you, even though you’ve never met.

Even though I know Taylor will never read this, I’ll still say it anyways. Thank you so much for being a part of my life and for being there for me when no one else was. Thank you for inspiring me to take chances and express myself. Thank you for remaining humble, grounded, and dedicated to your fans. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!! 💖💖💖

P.S. Yes, I did edit a picture of Taylor on top of a framed picture. I thought it’d be funny and it was.