#engl

"All of his wounds are self inflicted, but he cannot come to terms with that. That is why having a false self image of yourself is so dangerous. You can't change if you can't see what you are."

I have gotten good at smiling while tears are rolling down my eyes to a point where people always mistaken them for tears of joy. That's not true because my tears comes out on thier when I am hurt or I feel betrayed and the smile I also don't understand why is my pain always expressed in tears and smiles