It’s somewhat both. Ruby is a new character and a redesign of Isabella. Before Isabella’s character felt flat and didn’t fit the story I wanted to tell. It’s thanks to a friend who rewrote her that I got a better idea how I wanted her to play as.

But if you miss Isabella still, I have made one of the council’s a reference to her

so then i got an ask that was p clearly designed to induce paranoia (i’m guessing they dug through my blog a bit and gathered that i’m schizo-affective) and god forbid i reply to a pro endo post that’s entirely misinformative about all systems, because i’ll be met with the most conniving, passive aggressive, and just plain mean remarks.

the real thing that gets me is that all of their oppression is entirely self imposed. they invade spaces, demand attention, and when they’re told that what they’re doing is wrong, they throw a tantrum and start linking twitter threads with cherry picked evidence about how right they are. they make up buzzwords that are just plain bastardizations of terms related to trans history and oppression, and that is not unintentional. it is a purposeful play on language to heighten the sense of a liberation front for something that simply does not exist. manipulation like that is outright disgusting, and i have no problem thinking less of people who believe that it is okay.

i am especially mad at all the misinformation that gets spread? as someone who is figuring their system out and trying to learn things, misinformation can be extremely dangerous for me and it’s more than disheartening to think i’ve learned something new only to see “pro endo” in the tags and realize that i can’t trust a word i’ve just read. i don’t get why they can’t at least keep it to themselves if they can’t just shut up about it forever and always.

howdy everyone, so I know I’ve been absent for a long long while and I just wanted to apologize. Recently I’ve been dealing with inner turmoil that I didn’t bother fixing. Leading to my anxiety and mental state deteriorating when I thought I was getting better. I’m doing better now but I didn’t do it on my own. Those who I love dearly helped me out and I can’t thank them enough.

nowadays I’m posting less because of personal stuff and relations but I hope to come back with a new world view. I want to continue to create but not be restrained by fandoms or greed or insecurities.

digital wonderland isn’t dead, but I won’t be posting a lot of it as of recent. You will see the dubs, trailers, streams as well. But I want to tackle other stuff I’m more passionate about and will hopefully make a story. I’m already working on a story called (Cosmic Horror Downtown) as you’ve seen on my friend’s blog. im also working on a possible project with my dear, and we’re having fun with it.