@emeraldmarked​ said:Spindleweed and rashvine for eryn
spindleweed :: had your character ever been grievously wounded or ill before? what was their memory of that occasion?
she was five when fever struck her home; when it buckled all but her father, who gave up tending the crops to care for his ailing family. it is the only time she can remember him holding her close while the healer worked over her mother. mama needed the most tending, being that she was carrying a babe, and eryn and maira could wait. her father sent the farmhands away, sent them home, lest they bring the illness to their families.Â
it burned through the ainsleys like a fire, leaving the three ladies of the house shaking, and worn, and thin. that’s why they take such good care of brendan, maira says. because they almost lost him and mama. eryn always shoots back, he almost lost all of us, and what would he have done then? still, when the illness had passed, she, at five years old, had taken her milk buckets and with shaking knees gone back to work while her sister helped mama, and her papa called the farmhands back.
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rashvine :: who/what is the one thing or person your character simply cannot stand?
eryn, fetch the milk. eryn, darn these socks. eryn, go help your brother. help your sister. help your father. make some supper, dear. this is what you’ll have to do once you’re a wife.
if this is what she has to do, then why isn’t her mother doing them as the lady of the house? she wants to ask. why must eryn learn to do everything, why hasn’t maira learned any of this? her sister gets to flirt with the blacksmith’s son, and travel with papa to bigger cities, and flirt with boys there, too. (redcliffe village is work, rynnie. here’s a copper for some ribbon for your hair,  don’t tell your mama.)
her mother reminds her constantly how much better maira is than eryn, how much smarter, and prettier, and more graceful, maira is than eryn. maira will have no issues getting a husband who can afford servants, mama says. but girls like eryn? they need to learn to work. she’ll be lucky if the baker’s son down the road wants her hand in marriage. girls like eryn? they don’t get happily ever afters like maira will. that’s all, dear, i’m just preparing you for life as a wife. as a mother. as a lady of the house.
eryn smiles. she smiles and she does what she’s told, but in her heart, a small black spot festers every time her mother brings up how much more perfect maira is. not towards her sister - maira has never done anything cruel to eryn, she brings baubles back from her suitors for her little sister, and insists on bringing her to town when all the boys would rather leave her behind. and eryn appreciates that. she loves maira, though they often disagree on things.
but, if she never happened to speak to her mother again?
she couldn’t say she’d shed a tear.










