The transition from an overwhelming forest into a claustrophobic corridor that bled her out into the neon belly of a familiar theatre was emotionally apocalyptic. Yun-jin could only stand at the entrance, hands clenched to her side, finding the only bit of comfort in this world resting in the pain of acrylics pinching into palms. From here, the stage and empty seats looked normal. Neon soaked and laid to rest, settled as though in the aftermath of a good show. A funeral home for her dreams and music.
She stalked out to the front of the seats, gazing up at the stage. Shows upon shows performed, from amateurs to professionals, from those she handcrafted into pure showstoppers and to those whom she allowed to stray into bloodshed.Â
Yun-jin collapsed into one of the front row seats. She didn’t even think to look if it was the same one from that night. In that brief moment, it did not matter, not when she was alone, surrounded by her seething memories. Her forehead fell against her palm, elbow on the armrest, and rubbed her temple with her thumb. Silver-lilac hair fell in place morosely before her, and she watched the flicker of technicolor spotlights wobble across the shine of her shoes. She thought coming here would help her stand straight again, to be confident in the direction she went and how she directed others, to find peace and move on. But the screaming and the blood and the disembodied, abject fear came tunneling back. She was hollowed out, suddenly, like an empty grave in her ribcage, her heart and guilt waiting to be buried but she lost the shovel and the coffin to do so and has only now acknowledged it.
  “Lord...” Yun-jin muttered.Â
How was she to keep going like this? Now she was stuck in an eternal nightlife of death and dying, dying and death, with the only piece of familiarity to cling to was the very face she never wanted to see again. Him. What she thought they had, long ago, was a mutualistic partnership of ambition and ruthless work--them, tirelessly in sync. He knew almost everything about her. She thought she knew almost everything about him. All of that, severed and corrupted, but not gone, not as long as she suffered in this hell.
  “Damn,” she hissed, “damn you, Ji-woon...”
Then she straightened herself up in the chair. Fixed the color of her coat, straightened her skirt out, and tucked her hair behind her ears. She’d find the bathrooms where they’d always been and properly put all back into place. And then she’d find a way out. She would not suffer for her self-pity for any longer.
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