Yes, I believe… we’re both here. When was the Oblivion Crisis? When you suddenly absorb the collective mind of an endless being, Time begins to… disintegrate. 

That being said, it’s been… well, a battle. The way my consciousness works now is chaotic, to say the least. It’s as though my original personality and the memories and antics of the Daedra I’ve mantled are two sides of the same coin; only one faces up at any given time. Well, my personality is weaker, more human, more ruled by Nirn, and as a result myself is often the face of coin pressed to the ground. After my Leta passed, this is what happened: I disappeared. My consciousness hasn’t seen the light of day since the middle of the first century of the Fourth Era. 

So, to answer your question: I haven’t changed much. I still grieve over my Martin, my Leta, over Jauffre and Baurus and Jena and Burd and all the others who were taken from life too soon. I still struggle to deal with the crushing weight of my failures, and watch helplessly as the world I fought so hard to save falls into chaos, which begs the question:

If Nirn is slowly seemingly attuning itself to Sheo - my sphere of power, why is my consciousness ruling, and not the God’s?

I- I must take my leave. Sheo is taking over. Exercise caution on summoning days - if you try to summon me again, I get the feeling you won’t get me.