#electras diary

It's been almost exactly two months since I've changed my name, appearance, and personality. It's easier to focus on what I want to get lately. The Idle Teen is just full of waiting, waiting for everything. Waiting and wanting for the Beauty Queen to be a reality. In reality, it's going to be years until I die and come alive as another archetype. I just have to wait.

I really wish i didn't go through with this. I wish i would've stayed and had a good childhood. Why did i think it would be fun to ruin myself? I wish i could've been normal and partied and had friends. I never thought that i would be 16 and suicidal.

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