#eimme

99: Are you happy today?

Relatively so??? I’d say I’m calm, and fairly positive despite the rain. Today’s an OK day :)

Gonna use a number generator to pick out the others!!

4: What is the most expensive thing you have bought?

My laptop, I think - it was £320

6: Are you in school?

Not any more! I graduated uni back in July, soooo...

9: Introvert or extrovert?

Introvert, although I can appear quite extroverted at times

14: Are you confident wearing a bikini?

NOT A CHANCE IN HELL

18: Favorite part of your personality?

Um.

.... My stubbornness maybe?? I don’t... actually know

27: Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member?

Physically, no. Mentally, enough to have needed counselling (though it’s all in the past now)

35: Is there currently any strife in your country?

Oh, yes. We always have political shit going down, that never really changes

43: How can people tell you are sad?

Well... I’m generally quieter/more distant to others. I space out a lot, and I’ve been informed that my smiles are pretty fucking fake to those who know the difference

52: What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15, 18?

Hmm... I’m gonna go from, like, when I’d just turned each age

5 - become a tree or a vet, 10 - be strong enough for my mum to be able to rely on me, 15 - make sure to settle into this friendship group where I fit in, 18 - try and work out who the real me was, exactly, because I couldn’t remember any more 

Thankfully I changed my mind on the first one quickly, but the other three stuck with me and the last one’s still kinda a work-in-progress, though I’m better than I was 

62: Do you cry often?

I actually can’t. It’s really hard to make me cry, and that’s both a blessing and a serious curse at times

89: What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you?

I’ve had lots of people say really nice things to me! Someone that I admire recently ended up ranting about “HOW CAN YOU BE THIS KIND FOR FUCKING REAL”, and that one made me smile

90: Do you keep a journal?

I don’t, no. I tried but I kept forgetting to update it OTL

93: Have you been pregnant?

...

Though I have many, many kids, no I have not been pregnant, nor do I plan on becoming pregnant any time soon if ever.

and finally...

100: Are you loved?