((BECAUSE ALEX WANTED MORE ANGST SO HERE YOU GO. Another soul crushing nightmare. And word of warning from the mun, what are said and hintedâŠ.are in no way my viewsâŠnor my muses REAL views. This is all a distorted nightmare to crush Ryan ha h a h aha.  ))Â
A brow rose, seeming to study the otherâŠmake upâŠand a skirtâŠon a man? That had to be the single most DISGUSTING hing he had to seeâŠIt wasnât rightâŠâWhy canât you keep the make up and little girlâs dress off and wear something a REAL man would wearâŠyou fat ass.â the other muttered loudly to make it known that Scott WANTED the other to hear his thoughts he was VOICING. Face contorted to a look of disgustâŠsneering as his eyes rolled to the ceiling. Why did he ever thought it was a good IDEA to use him to gain more attention. A trailer park red head who thought he was a girl, yeah that would gain UNWANTED attention. To say the least, he would have better luck with Ryanâs Brothers, who would be SO MUCH more successful than the who was standing before him.
Not to mention creepyâŠ.oh so creepyâŠ.why in the world did he think that having a fanboy like him around was a good ideaâŠall that Bolt paraphernalia would clearly suggest he was OBSESSEDâŠhaving a crush ON HIM. NoâŠNo no, he would NEVER in his life be with another GUY. âGo kiss your pillow or whatever the damn thing is calledâŠâ He trailed, gesturing to all of Ryan âBecause who in their right mind would EVER go out with you and those ROLLS of FAT.â Scott snarled, seeming to grow in height as his voice BOOMED, making everything SHAKE and RUMBLE. The brunette looked down upon the other with a sneer, almost as if he saw a ROACH crawling across the floor.
âYou know whatâŠIâmâŠyeah Iâm just going to tell you straightâŠ.â The other leaned down some, flicking Ryan with his fingers HARD into a wall. âDonât you get itâŠor are you that damned stupid? Canât you see that I have been trying my best to let you down easyâŠto show that I WANTED to get RID of YOU.â Brown hues narrowed in that of ANNOYANCE and ANGER. âBut no, you just DIDNâT get the PICTURE straight away. Do I have to say it slower for you to understand?â The other seemed to clear his throat SARCASTICALLY as he straightened up, towering over the red head. â I. donât. want. anything. to. do. with. you. At least your BROTHERS would be better friends than you WILL ever be."Â
The other then lowered himself down some, voice turning into a whisper. "And to let you in on a little secret. You n e v e r had a chance with Cat. Couldnât you see how she went after me rather than YOU on the trip? I donât blame her in the SLIGHTEST.â Giving a huff, the other stood back up, giving a dismissive gesture as he turned on his heels. âYou were just somebody I used to get the mediaâs attention anywaysâŠIâm just gonna take Cat and do us both a favor and goâŠyou are just an embarrassment to my image to the worldâŠ.if I ever see you again, donât be surprised if I NEVER hesitate to call security.â
Ryanâs absolute worst nightmare, and he was legitimately having it instead of just fretting over it.
At first, he had tried to protest. âI am a real man and Iâm not that fat!â the ginger had protested with a scowl.
But all too soon, Scottâs words crushed the man. Fat. Girl. Trailer trash. (Though that had not been said, it was certainly implied). Unwanted. In his brothersâ shadows, the brothers who had scorned him. Obsessed fanboy.
Each and every word was like a dagger to the heart, piercing through Ryanâs optimistic cloud and hitting him in every single insecurity and fear he had. When he was launched into the wall, that didnât hurt nearly as much as Scottâs words did, and he suspected the other knew that.
He continued to make protests, though they became increasingly weak. Scott had used him. Cat had never liked him. Heâd left his family and everything else behind for n o t h i n g. His best friends were gone from his life and he was alone in a city he didnât know without his family.
Scott had betrayed him, in the worst way imaginable.
Understandably, he woke up screaming and in a cold sweat. He hardly cared that it was 2 AM; he needed reassurance right then. He called Scott, praying that the other would pick up, even as tears streamed down his face.