I wanna tell you about my crush 🫣 like she's my actual real life best friend and I've known her for like nearly 15 years... I realised I liked her a lot about 4/5 years ago... I told some other friends and they asked her if she was interested in me (she is) and so we both know we're interested. Then recently I asked a mutual friend of ours while we were out together to ask what she would say if I asked her out... My friends said that she would say yes, but she wouldn't make the first move ... And so there's a lot of pressure on me to ask and I'm scared 🥺 but I want to try it because I think it'll be nice (very nice) to have that kind of relationship with her...
But in person, she's chaotic in a sensible way, funny, passionate and just really good to talk to when times are hard. She's always my first person to contact about things (even before my own family) and so many people ask if we're together 😅 (and I hate that I have to say no). Like anyone she has her flaws, she is very outwardly anxious (compared to my inwards sort of anxiety) and I feel like sometimes they clash (we should probably just talk about it lol)
So yeah, my crush is my best friend and maybe I'll ask her out soon. (Feel like I'm gonna cry just imagining the scenario... Like how do people just find it easy to ask people out??)
hi nonnie!!!!!! oh my!!!! god!!!! KICKING MY FEET TWIRLING MY HAIR!!!!! EEE!!!!!! i LOVEEEEE hearing about these sorts of things🥺🥺🥺🥺 BESTIE I AM ROOTING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear to god!!!!!!!! the way you talk about her 🥺🥺🥺🥺 COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh but communication!!!!!!!!!!! it's really important, and as you've said there are things you'll both have to talk about!!!! and that's okay!!!!!!!!!!!! genuinely, go for it!!!!!!!! i am all the way in your corner nonnie!!!!!!!!! im so excited for you!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE GOT THIS!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!
also, she's your bestie!!!! you know what she likes, what she wants!!!! get her favourite food and do her favourite thing!!!!!!!! and just!!!!!!! YOU'VE GOT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!