#dysfunctional.

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8CNhakfB7c)

My older brother and his girl are going at it. She's yelling and he's throwing shit everywhere. They are probably high off meth and shit. It makes me want to go sleep in a park than stay here and listen to this shit.

so dysfunctional. its like my parents arent even married. ive never seen either of my parents wear a wedding ring, ive never seen them kiss, they act like they dispise eachother. the only reason i can still fathom that they are still together is because they dont want to move out of my house. thats it.  the sad thing is is that im used to it, but that doesnt mean it doesnt kill me inside still. 

Mom: Nope.

I'm Ashley Nicole. My best friend calls me Dee; wouldn't mind if it stuck. I'm 15 years old and live in a sort-of small town in New Jersey with which I have a love/hate relationship. I have two best friends, Alyssa and Raechel, who are my world. My mom is my best friend as well, and my hero. I have a boyfriend, Christopher, who I love very much. However, the only man on the face of this Earth who completely has my heart, and is my absolute number one is my younger brother, Chase. My two other brothers are also a huge part of me. I'm a dancer, and I love to sing. I'm self concious, I laugh too much, I'm really loud, I have mood swings, and am easily annoyed. I don't know how to write about myself, because I don't know who I am.