11/1/16 hey there wanna talk about something no one likes to talk about? you always feel it. when it happens you always know that feeling. losing friends isn't the best thing and no one likes to talk about it nape cause it makes many people sad and stuff but I'm already sad so let's do it so basically there're several stages of losing your best friend: Stage 1: you are best friends everything seems okay but you always have this insecurity. this little voice inside you telling you that something _has to_ go wrong. so you try not to believe it Stage 2: the shit begins basically something just happens. you meet another person or your best friend meets your friend or just SOMETHING HAPPENS and you start noticing that you don't talk the way you did before with your best friend. does it bother you? yes. do you do anything about it? no. I mean everything is still cool right? Stage 3: you fucking losing them well. in my case there have always been this person who have been taking away my friends or people I love. I don't know maybe I'm just cursed. so now you _see_ that something is wrong. on this stage you probably don't talk to your friend. like at all. *let me mention that I'm so used to situations like this I don't really feel anything about them now Stage 4: you try you just trying to talk to your friend but they don't answer or they tell you everything is fine. well trust me it's not. Stage 5: not giving a fuck you just break up. you have to. just fucking do it. don't wait. it's better for them and for you. - am I evil? I don't think so. hope you enjoyed my little thought and don't forget to follow my advise. we're all gonna die alone anyways (can't wait) (so excited) (fucking kill me) (no jokes) - good night. hope I won't wake up. stay tuned. xodvrkness
