#dumg

like i know the nearlyboyf was on a long weekend visiting family and old friends from school and stuff since school is done for the summer but ohhhhhh my god why do i feel so shitty that hes not talking to me!!! im aware his phone is old and unreliable and that hes not attached to it as much as a lot of others are (like me) and he has hobbies and interests and a lot of friends and i too have those things but in much lesser and more concentrated quantities and i check my phone all the time!!!!! i dont leave people hanging! at least not intentionally!!!!! idk im so sad and feel so shitty about this i feel stupid for feeling neglected and needy and like he forgot about me i feel so neglected and insignificant!!!!

like we’re hanging out in 2 days its not soon enough idk i like him a lot and im afraid he doesnt want a relationship or something and idk that makes me so nervous and sad and this is already fucking me up so bad i feel like shit i hope he wants to Be Together that would be really nice :////////

idk im bad at relationships and they dont like Work with me bc i hate having feelings towards people and idk im gonna take him to my fav coffee shop and we will eat and drink coffee and have a good time and im gonna tell him i like him a lot and stuff idk im so 

WHY THE FUCK

dude this one girl did her first pagent, lost, and now shes fucking bawlin