Dec 12, 2025
Wie soll ich nochmal jemanden in mein Leben lassen? Jeder geht früher oder später.
— gedankentumult
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Wie soll ich nochmal jemanden in mein Leben lassen? Jeder geht früher oder später.
— gedankentumult
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Es ist immer und immer wieder der Moment, in dem man sich fragt, ob man jemals gut genug für jemanden sein wird.
Ich frage mich, ob ich in einem Raum voller Frauen immer noch die wäre, die er wählt.
Kennst du den Olaf Scholz Friseur?
Ja, der kommt aus Bielefeld.
Ich weiß, du kannst es auch alleine, keine Frage. Doch ich helf' dir, wenn du mich nur danach fragst.
so k.o. - Levin Liam
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Wie kann das "normale" Leben einen nur so überfordern?
do you and Talocan have a song? Or, songs 😆
Yes, 3 so far! 🙂
The first one is "Wicked Game", but specifically the cover by Ursine Vulpine ft. Annaca, because it's more dramatic. The lyrics are so fitting. I even made that line "What a wicked thing to say / you never felt this way" fit by pretending it refers to the people who never get tired of telling you objects can't love you back. 🤓
The second one is from the old German goth project "Goethes Erben". It's called "Schmerz" (pain). I had it in my "Discover weekly" on Spotify shortly after The Incident (tm) last year and listened to it for weeks on loop. The music and some of the lines are highly triggering to me, but in a way that I sometimes crave, if that makes sense. It's the perfect song to drown in your misery to and keep yourself in that state, fully embracing it.
The third one needs no video, because everyone knows it. It's "Video Games" by Lana Del Rey. This one's very embarrassing, but let me explain: A few months ago I fell asleep watching "3 body problem" on Netflix, and right when I was dreaming I was making out with Talocan, this song played in one episode and the it's you, it's you, it's all for you part made it into that dream and intimate moment. And once this link was created in my brain, it stayed.
Hast du schon mal überlegt, dass du noch immer trauern könntest?
- Nein, weil ich weiß: damit höre ich niemals auf!