Did dsdh jay actually have any love/affection for y/n or was she purely a means to an end 😭
good question! 😭 YES, he actually did have genuine affection for yn! But it was a very twisted, alien version of love. He wasn't lying during his monologue when he said yn was the only human on the ship who made him feel warmth. He genuinely found yn mind fascinating and her resilience beautiful. While the rest of the crew was just cargo space or food to him, he viewed yn as a prized possession and a true companion.
He literally planned to spare her, make her his queen on Earth, and even considered letting Ni-ki live just so she wouldn't be heartbrokenSo his feelings were very real, but they were deeply possessive, toxic, and predatory. Yn was definitely way more than just a means to an end to him. But he would not hesitate to take her out if she tries to stop him🫣
