30 mins late. I almost don't care. Made one though. #CynicalHiccup #DrearDiary #dailydrawing #dailypicture #33 #2ndFeb2017 #jcswindells #art #contemporaryart #ukartist #work #working #change #worldpolitics #ukpolitics #uspolitics #standingup #protest #organise #petition #iwantmyeuback #nofuture #hopeiscontraband #embroiderydesign #redflower

Same again with corrected spelling At the risk of repeating myself. Well. What a day. #CynicalHiccup #DrearDiary #21 #21stJan2017 #jcswindells #contemporaryart #ukartist #artistlife #automaticdrawing #digitalart #worldpolitics #uspolitics #protest #blacklivesmatter #womensmarch #womensmarchonwashington #blacklivesmatter #standuptoracism #supportthenhs #IcarefortheNHS #thehandmaidstale

Bit disjointed today. Only so many ideas I can come up with in a row. Donald Trump is a spoilt brat like Eric Cartman though. #CynicalHiccup #DrearDiary #12 #12thJan2017 #jcswindells #digitalart #contemporaryart #ukartist #artistlife #politics #donaldtrumpislikecartman #donaldtrumpisaspoiledbrat #ericcartman #screwyouguysimgoinghome

Packing because I'm moving soon. Found this picture I made eight years ago. I don't feel entirely different all this amount of time later. Constant doubt of creative ability, questioning my place, feeling like I'm free falling. It's not all bad, it's good to have doubts. It makes me work harder. Stops me from getting too bigheaded (hahahaha) - - - #dreardiary #anxiety #artistlife #work #embroideryart #artistblock #doubts #art #contemporaryart

Bit of a downer today. Why? Hormones probably. ...because I'm a woman and that's why women shouldn't ever be in power. I hope people realise I'm making a joke here. - - - #dailydrawing #dailypicture #DrearDiary #CynicalHiccup #74 #15thMar2017 #art #digitalart #contemporaryart #artistlife #work #attemptingwork #theidesofmarch #selfdoubt #cracks #tsarnicholasii #russianrevolution

Happy #internationalwomensday everyone - - #dailydrawing #dailypicture #DrearDiary #CynicalHiccup #67 #8thMar2017 #art #digitalart #contemporaryart #artistlife #equality #feminism #women #heroes #mymum

It occurs to me that the answer is to be fiercely truthful about how sad, scared and angry I am. Therefore I'm considering writing project proposals about my preoccupation with being miserable and worried about the world. There's a time limit on getting a residency in Europe now. I'll strive for that over the next year. If no joy then I'll give up trying to be professional, get a job with maternity pay, and do podding before that's too late as well. - #dailydrawing #dailypicture #DrearDiary #CynicalHiccup #66 #7thMar2017 #art #digitalart #contemporaryart #artistlife #makingartaboutnothing #givingup #ukpolitics #houseoflords #brexshit #brexit

I would really like one of them houses! - #dailydrawing #dailypicture #DrearDiary #65 #6thMar2017 #mondays #art #digitalart #contemporaryart #artistlife #makingartaboutnothing #ukpolitics #ApisCor #3dprinting #3dprintedhouse #housingshortage #affordablesolutions