#donttry

I'm back, and with it, comes a new introduction and new rules. I do not suffer fools lightly...

So welcome, be aware and take note because you will be quizzed!!

I cannot stress this enough, if you begin a conversation with me asking where I live, or if you can see a picture of me, I know you're either a scammer, a Friend collector or a fucking idiot because you did not look at this pinned post and that pisses me the fuck off and I'll block your ass immediately. OR...I just won't answer until you realize your mistake depending on your attitude and how you come off to me. I guess, consider this an experiment.

I am living with someone, yes, in a toxic relationship that I'm attempting to get out of.

I am also a Dom, and for some reason I keep getting asked if I would like to be a submissive. The answer is no.

Again, I can't believe I have to say this, but when I tell you no, don't fight me on it. I won't be your submissive.

A side note.....a bit off topic, I love Goth Girls. So introduce yourself. Please. It would be nice to talk to people.

I also will not help you out immediately when we begin speaking by sending you cash, gift cards, steam cards, PlayStation cards, any other cards for you or your kid. By thinking I will, makes you a bigger fucking idiot than can be imagined and I will call you out as one.

Now, with all that said if you still want to talk, I'd be happy to, and if you're in Ohio, drop a line and say hi, I'd love to get to know you!

Hope to talk soon!

Show up for yourself today...even in the smallest,simplest way possible.

Saiga

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Even if it all seems repetitive and dreary; even if you are grieving the loss of something or someone, and you feel your productivity is suffering, and your loneliness is stifling you, and you feel like time is racing past you - don’t try. The motivation “to do” will come naturally.

Charles Bukowski famously said - “Don’t try”. It’s on his actual gravestone. Many assume that’s pessimistic advice. It’s not. Quite the opposite. Bukowski’s life was a struggle. He couldn’t get published for years. He reached fame along with notoriety unexpectedly. His philosophy on life and writing was invaluable:

Don’t try too hard to do something that should come naturally to you.  Forget about fame and success. Relax. Breathe. Do what you feel in the moment, and motivation will be found in that flow. Honour yourself by being truly yourself and not trying to please or be someone you aren’t; someone others want you to be. Let go to find the pure, the raw, the real that’s in you, struggling for expression.

Don’t beat yourself up for not being productive 24/7; follow your instincts, be kind to yourself, and you’ll find the discipline in what you love to do, simply because you love it. 

I sing because I am.  (René Descartes variation applies).

If I didn’t need to sing, like I need to breathe, I would not bother.  So don’t try. Just be.

As Bukowski wisely ascertained:

“We work too hard. We try too hard. Don’t try. Don’t work. It’s there. It’s been looking right at us, aching to kick out of the closed womb. There’s been too much direction. It’s all free, we needn’t be told. Classes? Classes are for asses. Writing a poem is as easy as beating your meat or drinking a bottle of beer.”

“You can’t change how people feel about you, so don’t try. Just live your life & be happy.”