imelopsittacus replied to your post: Okay so… Hubert’s out of town and I really… I...
Why not call him tonight and ask? Tell him how you feel. If he loves you like you do him, he’ll understand.
lesbiyawns replied to your post: Okay so… Hubert’s out of town and I really… I...
“no news is the same as good news” as mi madre would always say when she didnt hear from my dad when he was off at work. le huub is probably swamped and will contact you when he finds the time and energy to do so… but i have next to zeeero relationship experience so idk dfdjkjds
He actually texted me by now, said he was so tired after uni that feel asleep right away and he also feels like he’s coming down with a cold... I texted back about my anxiety and asked him just to give me little life sign now and again because I’m kinda insecure about how I am supposed to behave when he’s out of town (which is gonna happen more frequently till christmas)... and said that I think we should talk about it when he’s back...
It’s just that I think I’m scared that this is such a big deal for me. I didn’t think it would be and so it kinda takes me off guard that it does worry me so much. And so I hate that I obviously seem to need a more frequent contact with him. I don’t want to need that. And then I’m scared to ask for it because on one hand I don’t want to make myself so dependent but also I am afraid of being rejected... which I probably won’t be. He loves me and I know that... but... ugh... what if I’m annoying him?!
it’s been 5 months and I can’t believe it took me so long to freak out over the fact that I am part of a committed adult relationship where I take responsibility for another human being... that’s... scary as shit.