#doitalready

That’s my favorite kind of taste it seems. Youthful and rich. I think that’s such an interesting point of taste because so few young people have wealth. It’s so interesting because there may be a lot of it online, but in real life how often do you really experience it? I think that’s why we look to young, rich kids online doing whatever the heck they want, buying nice things that fit our exact taste in aesthetic because we can't get it ourselves, but we still enjoy seeing other people enjoy it.

I love watching Gabi Demartino’s fancy vlogs because she’s got all the things I don’t - a closet that is so pleasing to the eye and full of all the things I have no business wearing, all expensive, clean, and luxurious. As well as a cute boyfriend, lots of friends she’s always hanging out with, and always jet setting between her home and family life, and cool places like New York and LA where she gets impressive work done and goes to clouty events. She lives the lifestyle I’m not living, and one that’s so seemingly hard to attain, at such a young age. That’s why I like watching her vlogs.

That’s the kind of blog I’d love to create. And the difficult thing about that is that I don’t have the kind of money and connections, and quite honestly supportive friends, that she has to create that aesthetic and eventful content. So one of my favorite things to do is check out her, and my other favorite bloggers’, initial content. I love going back to their first videos ever uploaded and just watching for the first year to check myself and say hey she didn’t get this way until she’d been doing it for 5 years. And she had the luxury of not having to worry about how much money she’s bringing in to pay her bills because she started in high school. Which is honestly why I’m also so mad at myself for not sticking with a blog or anything since then, which I always wanted to do, but never had that umph.

So I think I’ll just start out with what I can. Product reviews. My opinions on stuff. How to live luxuriously for cheap. Inspiration and motivation, and how to block out the negative stuff keeping you from doing what you want.