#doing school

my teacher signs it THIS way, but the people on the workbook dvd sign it this OTHER way I missed a class but I watched the workbook Dvd, and now we're taking a test but the teacher just used a sign that wasn't in the book I need to draw something but I have no artistic skills How do I take notes on how to move my hands? My classmate's head is in the way I cant see what the teacher is saying I have a complicated question, but my teacher is deaf and his English isn't the best and I don't know enough sign to get my point across I cant remember how to spell that word I have to fingerspell After an hour of immersive class I start hand babbling while I talk and people start asking me wtf I'm saying eye contact and touching for attention are really fucking hard to get used to someone in the class has a really annoying ringtone that keeps going off and nobody will fess up, the deaf teacher cant hear it but it's still really distracting, STOP but I don't WANT TO videotape myself D: