#minsk

1. I'm finishing my 3 years of study at a technical school and getting a diploma.

2. I really don't know how to live my life anymore, but I'm moving to Minsk, at least there's no language barrier there (but don't worry, I haven't forgotten Belarus and America, I recently translated the entire phone interface into English, literally the day before yesterday, Telegram into English, I'm learning this language on Dowlingo and Busuu, I can already form a complete sentence).

So, what's the plan? Oh yeah, I'm moving to Minsk, enrolling in a university as a part-time student, only having to show up for exams for two years, and living in a dorm. I'll get a cheap student dorm (only about 900 Russian rubles a month) and learn how to pay bills in three clicks via my phone. (I don't know, I'll think about that option more carefully.)

If it works out, then using 2GIS, since I don’t know anything there at all, I’ll go to where a friend lives (though I don’t want to see him at all, because he’s toxic and constantly either cold or hot, he doesn’t even consider it necessary to remember my name, although... No, I’m not going to go to him, and it doesn’t matter that we’ve known each other for 2 years).

Finances: I have a bag full of rubles from my piggy bank, but I don't know how much there is. I'll count it later. I also have some in my second piggy bank, and there's also money on my card that my aunts transferred to me, but now my mom has secretly spent it on my things. For some reason, she transferred it to herself, even though it was money for my birthday! So that I could buy myself a gift, she said she'd transfer it back to me later.

I'll also learn about documents and study a map of Minsk.

3. I'm waiting there for my friend (an online acquaintance I've known since 2024) to turn 18, or whatever age he is, and we'll agree to meet somewhere. And then we'll quietly and peacefully move to the US.

I hope he doesn't leave me like all the other friends...

And I'll also secretly change my full name to an American one, without my parents knowing. (Imagine, in America you can get a middle name😨. I'm shocked, it's so cool, but also very... strange.)

Why didn't I go straight to the US instead of Belarus? Because I'm so stupid. I had no motivation to learn English before, and they told me I wouldn't be able to fully complete my A1 level until January 27, 2027.👍

Of course, I'm a little uneasy about this plan, I'd even say it's scary. Alone, and in another country, too 😨

Dear mо́ther.

My fear is when you realize that you don’t know how to do anything in this life, and you have to ask the AI for everything, for example, how to record water meters, record receipts (rent, me and my lack of independence):