#doimatter

Honestly I don't really know what I see 😕 #isthislove #tohim #doimatter #inhisworld (at Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUXecolAnBJ2Tf7lfAHrxKh-rFg92u3-Qqemyk0/?utm_medium=tumblr

What is it that toxic people don't understand? If you can only continually try to break someone down then you are a shitty human...period! #myfeelings #doimatter #whatswrongwithme (at Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUWEqqbgO2tJzif_BmP4rFM-Xi32k5H7T-MLs40/?utm_medium=tumblr

Is being reliable always a good thing? Looking at the world, people put value on scarcity. Diamonds, vacations, adventures. Things that are fleeting in nature. So if I want to be valued, to be special to someone, is being there always a good thing. That anytime, any place, any reason mentality is a part of me when I care, but sometimes it feel like you are "just" there. Like a sofa or minivan. Do you need to be a little flaky to be valued?

Do you ever feel like you're worth someone's effort? Do you wish you did? All our fights for human rights, equality, and freedom come from our desire to matter. We want to feel important and significant - it's part of being human.

I don’t think you understand what you do to me. I don’t think you know that when you’re not with me it hurts. I don’t think you get that I miss you, so much it’s like I’d rather disappear. That I feel like you’re just going to leave eventually. I don’t think I matter, sometimes you kind of make it seem like I do. So why don't I feel like it?….

~Rebekah