#doesntlast

Knxwlege - Doesntlast.

“And now it’s almost daily...  questioning my personality,  starting to think you hate me.”    A pause,  stuck in his throat,  slowly tightening the longer he holds it in place that he’s not sure if his next set of words are muttered or merely thought.    “Do you?”

“Takes twenty one days to form a habit.”

       ❝ hm ? ❞ mind caught up in the 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 fog of slumber , it takes a moment to reacquaint herself with reality . when she does , it’s with a sudden violent jerk of her head . ❝ no ! uh - yeah , yeah i did . god -- 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 . . . ❞ fingertips press into tired eyes , as if she were trying to rub away the dark circles beneath them . long days & even longer nights have caught up to her , as they tend to do . no matter how hard she 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 to defy the laws of  nature , the baker is only human . ❝ . . . what were you saying ? ❞

“Wait--you’re Gwen Stacy!” She exclaims, a bright smile playing on her lips. Okay, she hadn’t completely screwed things up. “Okay! Good, I didn’t yank the wrong person through a portal,” Clea sighed, scratching her name off of the list.

my ex boyfriend literally sucked. fuck you 

You may be happy now. A few months pass and you give in. You believe that he won't leave. You can be so in love you may feel like it'll never end. You're wrong, completely wrong. As time passes by you'll see that. Your love will feel grand like no other. As time passes by things go wrong. Little pathetic things little fights. You both makes mistakes. And one of you always brings it up. Things go back to normal for a bit. That love grows bigger and you fall more. The fights begin again and you break up. You get back together and it's like nothing happened. Months pass and you fall even more. You celebrate your year anniversary and its the best night. Two months pass and things go completely wrong. Arguments one after another, you break up. Get together nothing's the same. You try so hard to keep this love together when the other doesn't feel the same. One year and six months pass your officially over. You look back at everything you have. You have a ton of memories and your completely broken. They don't show one inch of pain while your here suffering. Pictures, love notes, gifts, everything is stuck in your mind. You lost everything to the person. The were your first love first everything. And in less then a minute everything's gone. All that person said were lies. They left for not fixing it when they said they wouldn't. You realize that you don't remember those fights. That those fights were stupid and now you lost them. And now you're here with a broken heart.