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Everytime I go "The little treats need to be rationed" I have yet another day that needs a lil treat

#little treat #doesnt help #my job #is TEN FEET #From a dairy queen #and a coffee shop down the road #just... please #im just a girl #sunny rambles #the devils temptation

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I drove back. I didn't know what else to do. He takes the pill for cancer. You can't miss a dose of prednisolone, esp on someone so small (I know the effects of prednisolone from when my arm was bad). Last time I was far away, camping last fall, Phoenix didn't take the pill from dad either. When i got back he ate it fine. This time. Last time I had to force feed it for a while which was traumatic for both of us. He usually takes it with pill pockets.

Next time if I go anywhere far enough I can't drive back and forth I may have to get some kind of fail safe-- like a pet sitter or. Take him to the vet tho dad didn't think he could catch him (he'd probably die of fright if he stayed at the vet for a week)

Havin a bad bout of issues with my body more than usual and my immune shit flaring doesn't help bc all the flowery ~love your body~ shit feels ultra hollow when you do have legitimate things to hate about it

#just easier to take the hate and expand it to encompass the entirely on my body #i just feel bad in myself right now #doesnt help #like even if i didnt have stuff wrong with me i still hate my body bc ive hated my body since i was 5 years old #all i see is issues #doesnt help my auto immune shit left me scarred so people doing the 'no your beautiful' bit doesnt work #bc they have not seen all of me #like ya my face looks fine the issues lay elsewhere #still hate my nose and lips and chin and teeth tho!!#lmao like ive never been gokd with myself since ive had a concious voice i can remember #tw// body image

bout to get a panic attack on a train aaaaaaaaaaaaaaam gonna scream

#fuckfuckfuck #didnt take my panic attack meds with me cuz i havent had one in a while #but we were standing on the station for 70 minutes cuz they were having some technical issues #and the train is packed. and there are people sitting so close to me and there's literally no place to move #plus i have the box with my cat on my lap so i couldnt move anyway #cant listen to music cuz its Too Much. cant read cuz my head is just!!!!!!!! chaos.#and i have a mask on so its harder to breathe. and the fact that i am apparently the only fucking person on this train who has a mask on #doesnt help #and i feel like im gonna cry and i also just drunk coffee and i havent eaten today and im just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i need to go curl into a ball somewhere. everything is too much atm but i cant fuckin move fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck #UGhhhhhhHHHHhH this is not a good day. not a good day at all.#also i have a headache.#why does god hate me #well. prolly because i hate him but like. dude. just be the bigger person this is petty and pathetic ngl

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