Ramblings of a confused employee...
Does he want more than I do? We play all the time, he hits on me, I'll sometimes respond wittily, but most of the time just smile or nod. I mean, he wouldn't want me like that right? I talk to him about girls...or at least I used to. Â There's no more girls to talk about. Is it suspicious that less than a week after he stopped talking to his ex he asked me to hangout outside of work? Is it unusual that after I answered him with silence he grew ten times quieter? Is it weird that as we sat outside in the rain eating dinner I commented about how I love rain and he responded with how he likes kissing in the rain? Â Is it odd that he repeated himself again later? Is it dubious that now he's slighted away from downright hitting on me to being much nicer and complimenting me? Is it strange that he's gone from "damn girl you look fiiiine" to "girl you so cute" and "you know I love you right?" Is it curious that now he seems to be touching my arm more, and putting his hands on my shoulders as he walks by? Is it bizarre that with ANY OTHER guy I would immediately think this meant he was in love with me or something outrageous like that? Is it peculiar that I am taking the time to write this post even though I am thoroughly convinced I don't want him? Â Is it bad that now I'm worried about the fact that I wrote this?
I guess I'll just see how this goes......is it horrible that I'm slightly scared?















