âI think âDe Mysteriis Dom Sathanasâ is a good representation of the guys who are dead, Pelle and Ăystein. I think about it regularly. Itâs weird to think that they played two gigs in Norway and four abroad, just six concerts. And they never even saw the record come out. Iâm here, years later, traveling the world playing those songs. Iâve played them hundreds of times. I think about them sometimes, and about how little they got. They never really got it going, but weâre still out there rolling on. When we play those songs on stage I often think about Ăystein, if thereâs something there he would have liked. Some venues and festivals have some special charm, you come in and think, âhey, this is nice...â Some days when the audience is really into it and itâs a cool place and itâs all good, I think, â Ăystein shouldâve seen this... I wish he was here now.â Itâs the same with Pelle, but itâs more with Ăystein. When Iâm sitting backstage in some club somewhere in the world, I think about them. Would they be proud, too? I imagine them looking down on me with these huge smiles. Theyâre so happy they could just go on and die and not give a fuck about anything, and leave the hard work and toil to me. Not getting paid much, going through a hell of un-luxury and labour, and theyâre just reaping the legend. They pat me on the shoulder now and then and tell me, âGood work.â I know if I had died, Pelle would be out there thinking the same about me. Maybe not Ăystein, but I know Pelle would. Why do you think he wrote a suicide letter when he did it? He still wanted something. Many people who kill themselves donât want anything, thatâs why they do it. But he had something. He talked about âgoing to the other sideâ, but it wasnât just that. He wanted to be remembered as a legend, too. His character, his alter ego. He would be really proud and happy to see that itâs all been sliding on. He even wrote it in his suicide note, âIâm leaving some lyrics for you guys...â Think about it, âLife Eternalâ?â
- Necrobutcher, about De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas, from the book in the 25th anniversary boxset of the album.