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When I tell you I love you, I feel it. Everywhere. My blood flows, tracing those words through my veins. From my heart, to my feet, to my fingers, to my eyes, to my lips. It flows. It’s pours. Out of me. But somehow all it creates only 1, 2, 3 words, and this feeling, this feeling feels worth more words than I can count on my fingers and toes, on the hair on my head and atoms in my body. This feeling feels like something I cannot explain because I don’t know that many words but what I can tell you, is that it’s a good feeling, and a nauseating feeling, and I feel it.

My mother loved dreamcatchers. She always had one hanging over my bed to protect me from those god awful nightmares she knew too much about. I know that what she saw behind those eyelids is what killed her. Because today, my eyelids are killing me too. I close my eyes and think of my happy place, all is well until painful memories seep in through his comforting eyes and contagious laughter and I'm trapped in a reality I cannot escape. My mother loved dreamcatchers, but there is no dreamcatching painful memories.

You were the only person to ever dig inside of me and pull out something genuinely beautiful and you always made sure I held on tightly to your discoveries. You said that when you died you’d still always be with me in the moon where I’d place you. Your spirit is with me but it’s fading quickly. I was going to die and you were going to die for me, we were as beautiful as possible so we could head underground with a footprint still planted on the surface but you found happiness in the complexities and you’ve given me hope. The only problem is now we see our moons at different times and you’ve allowed me to lose my grip on all of those beautiful discoveries.

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Pokud Jiří Paroubek uznává heslo 'negativní reklama - taky reklama', má důvod k radosti. Zesměšňující texty či slogany útočící na současného předsedu ČSSD totiž nalezneme po celé republice. Mohou za to hlavně trička s Paroubkem. Před blížícími se krajskými a senátními volbami začínají politické strany opět sázet na mediální kampaně a usmívající se obličeje svých lídrů. Megalomanskou (avšak nevítanou) reklamou se ale může chlubit pouze ČSSD. Podle jednoho z iniciátorů a pořadatelů antiparoubkovské akce, šestadvacetiletého Štěpána Dlouhého, trika nosí i někteří sympatizanti a voliči ČSSD, jež nejsou s vedením strany spokojeni. Dlouhý doufá, že si akce všimne i co nejvíce straníků. Ti totiž brzy dostanou možnost svého předsedu volit přímo - a tisíce rozdaných triček by mohly tuto volbu výrazně ovlivnit...