Dec 19, 2025
when the disordered thoughts manifest in your dreams, as if that’s not the main processing unit of the disordered thoughts factory
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when the disordered thoughts manifest in your dreams, as if that’s not the main processing unit of the disordered thoughts factory
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I didnt do anything wrong
I didnt do anything wrong
I didnt do anything wrong
im okay
im okay
im okay
No one can hurt me
No one can hurt me
No one can hurt me
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- Poppy 🐇
Currently feeling betrayed and heartbroken to the point of being nauseous over a scenario I created in my head
Snapchat memories are like 8 years ago you were much smaller!!
I looked dead but like….the collarbones were prominent
i honestly got really sad when i saw all of those fun halloween themed kids cereals on display at my workplace. it was always such a joyful experience to eat them as a child, and here i am as a sad adult who struggles with disordered eating. all i can think about when i see them now is how many calories there are and how grossly fattening it is and all that awful added sugar. i fear it's not even possible for me to have nice experiences with things like that again. now i just feel dread and disgust with myself. i just want to be able to enjoy those silly little cereals again in this lifetime even if they are wildly unhealthy.
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Every couple hours I just need to keep reminding myself over and over again that I would have ruined his life and that he's better off this way. It's like a fvcking mantra I have to repeat constantly to keep me sane (it doesn't keep me sane).
"he deserves better"
"his life would have been miserable"
"don't make things worse"
"he'll be fine. You'll be fine. It'll all be fine in time"
"this is for the best"
"he'll be so much happier without you"
"everything will be okay eventually"
"look forward to seeing him thrive. that is only possible if you stay away"
over and over and over and over
I have to do this stupid evaluation and the dr is already an hour late and I honestly hope a close family member of his dies in front of him to punish him for wasting my time. I genuinely hope a baby in his family gets covid and dies. He wouldn’t take me if I showed up an hour late for my appointment but I’m supposed to accept him not keeping his portion of the appointment fuck that I call upon any god that will listen to punish him and make him feel 100x the destress I’m in right now
I have such a strong violent reaction to seeing blue lives matter flags that I feel like if people could read my mind they wouldnt feel safe posting them lmfao