Sad Sick and Stoned

I‘m only useful when I‘m being used

someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

i just need everything to stop

Some things don't ever change. I was such a lonely child, and now I'm such a lonely adult.

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

does anyone else isolate themselves for scary long periods of time because they don't wanna be seen until they're skinny enough

so true and because everyone is scary and wants to hurt me

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

you will never know how bad it is until i’m gone