#disneyfictive

Stuff is weird! I still kinda have an identity crisis, like I'm not living up to some "standard" I'm meant to meet-- but as I've gotten used to being here, I've started to relax. Just a little. I mean, I've still got awful anxiety, haha, but I'm working with it!

I have the most wonderful friends I could ask for and the VERY most wonderful fiancé, who always assures me that nobody is here to control me anymore. Learning to be a person is hard, learning to function in a normal human (not to mention audhd) body is hard, but love is all around me. It's what makes it all worth it, you know? It makes it pretty apparent to me that deep down, I haven't changed all that much. I have the utmost privilege of learning what making and interacting with art means when it's on my own terms and it is fantastic, I'd reccomend it-- I've become completely obsessed with Vocaloid actually, which is way out of left field 😭 but I'm having so much darn fun!!!

I might leave this off anon on the off chance anyone wants to chat, cuz I'd hate to miss an opportunity to make a friend!

I love you all so much!! I hope you have the best day you can possibly muster, and I hope we all find our place out there, wherever it is :)

- mickey mouse (and again tag as fictive if you could!)

He's not really my father. He's not really /not/ my father. Mostly, he's just the man who created me, and he has very little to do with me-- especially now. But I wonder anyways if I'd make him proud, or if he'd even like me at all.

I think about what he said sometimes, about how there's a separation between Walt Disney, the person, and Disney, the idea, the icon. "Walt Disney doesn't smoke. I smoke."

It's funny, cuz I smoke too, now. I smoke and I drink and I cuss sometimes, and when I do I think of him.

I don't think I'm what he wanted me to be, and it's terribly difficult to feel okay with that. It's not like he's really my father, right? Why should it matter?

I don't really know. I still hope I can make him proud, someday. Maybe if only I can stop smoking, haha.

- mickey mouse (tag as fictive, if you'd be so kind :) )

- Alice (original alice in wonderland movie fictive) & Bambi (bambi fictionkin)

so i'm a fictive of alberto scorfano from luca,,,in my tl,,,well for starters guilia was trans! a trans boy! so that akready makes it kind of uncomfortable an awkward lookin for content with him you know? it's a hassle to find anythin that doesn't make me an him (cuz i found him in this life) feel all gross an bad yunno?

secondly,,he was my boyfriend. one of the loves of my life, il mio piccolo rosso, i love him more than anythin. then and now. an i totally understand people wantin to see us as siblins, especially cuz massimo, his dad, was a father figure to me. but he was NEVER my dad. shocker! you can have a father figure an even live with them an that doesn't fuckin automatically mean you are his son?! you're not automatically suddenly siblings with someone jus cuz you look up to their dad??

- Periwinkle ❄ (#tinkerbellfictive!)

- giselle fictive (disney’s enchanted series)