Hi there! It's Mickey :) The responses to my last confession really floored me. I did not expect any responses at all! But you are all very kind, and it's been helping me through.
Stuff is weird! I still kinda have an identity crisis, like I'm not living up to some "standard" I'm meant to meet-- but as I've gotten used to being here, I've started to relax. Just a little. I mean, I've still got awful anxiety, haha, but I'm working with it!
I have the most wonderful friends I could ask for and the VERY most wonderful fiancé, who always assures me that nobody is here to control me anymore. Learning to be a person is hard, learning to function in a normal human (not to mention audhd) body is hard, but love is all around me. It's what makes it all worth it, you know? It makes it pretty apparent to me that deep down, I haven't changed all that much. I have the utmost privilege of learning what making and interacting with art means when it's on my own terms and it is fantastic, I'd reccomend it-- I've become completely obsessed with Vocaloid actually, which is way out of left field 😭 but I'm having so much darn fun!!!
I might leave this off anon on the off chance anyone wants to chat, cuz I'd hate to miss an opportunity to make a friend!
I love you all so much!! I hope you have the best day you can possibly muster, and I hope we all find our place out there, wherever it is :)
- mickey mouse (and again tag as fictive if you could!)
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