#disfunctionalrelationship

hey babe its me

been meanin to be

calling

but you know stress been

fallin on me lately

pressures greatly increased

been meaning to text you

not trying to vex you or anything

i only want only your attentions

and to bring

you happiness

and I do my best

you know I do

any way call me boo

bye

its been 3 months

and you expected me to wait

but it aint like that

I told you on our first date

I’m and independent woman

and no man will  hold back me

don’t shouldn’t see the world

in just white and black

no there are many grey hues

the world doesn’t revolve around you

”boo"

why text now

i know you’ve seen me in town

and know I’m happy

chatting with him

and for you it may be grim but he’s with me

and no amount of begging will win me back

so just cut me some fucking slack

you texted me so many times

i don’t want to hear from you again

have a nice life

tell your mom I said hi

its’s strange to be so full

of thoughts and plans and memories

attempting to be whole

I don’t want to argue

no I don’t want to fight

but I lack the balance

to know how

to make our relationship right

There was a couple who is now in a 2-year-old relationship. At the first year of their beautiful relationship, they live their life so beautifully and normally. They live together as a married couple. Every morning The Woman wakes her beloved up and brings him a cup of love in a form of white tea, and The Man always gives her a warm morning kiss with a saying ‘I Love You, Sweetheart.’ Before The Man goes to work as a vice president of a travel agency, The Woman always tight him his tie like a wife to her husband.

                Unbelievably, those small-simple-things just can work only in the first year until ‘something’ comes to break their love life.

                In the second year…

                The Man is getting bored with his monotone-life. He started to see another love affair and The Woman doesn’t know about it. All she knows are that her beloved always comes home late, and in almost in every weekend he has to go out for a meeting or business and something like that. And now, she doesn’t have permission to check her beloved’s cellphone. The Man is more temperamental to The Woman after he got his another-love-affair.

                The Woman decided to look for the answer from her problem. One morning she heard her beloved talked to somebody he called ‘dear,’ and suddenly The Woman wept his beautiful face with a pain filling her heart. On the next weekend when The Man had a meeting in Milan, The Woman followed him. In the name of pain, she got her beloved with another girl and they checked in a five-star-hotel in Milan. Tears couldn’t even stop raining her day and pains never stop lumbering her heart. But then, she decided to raise her courage to talk to The Man about that someday.

                One day when they have time to talk to…

The Woman: “I think I don’t even know you anymore. You’re different from day by day. I keep on wondering why you act like this. What really happen?”

The Man: “What happen, Sweetheart? Why do you say like that?”

The Woman: “I just need your honesty if you really love me. Please answer my question. What really happen to you?”

The Man: “I really don’t understand what you are talking about.”

The Woman: “Ok, if you won’t answer it, never mind. Forget it. It’s not important. Just pretend that I never ask that ‘stupid’ question to you.” (Holding her breath to control herself)

The Man: “What happen to you? Why did you break down my mood this morning? I’m tired. I’ve just come back home from my business trip to Milan. Don’t you realize that?” (Being so upset)

The Woman: “Ok, fine. I am so sorry. Please, enjoy your morning. I will not disturb your precious time anymore.” (Holding teardrops from her eyes and come out to the office room)

The Man: “Chloe, Chloe…! Ou hollyshit !” (Throwing himself to bed with all regret)

                Oh my Lord, what should I do? He betrayed me. He has a love affair with another girl. I couldn’t get his honesty anymore. DOES he still love me, God? I think no. O God, please give me a way to get out from this condition. I love him. I give him all of me. But, why? Why did he betray me? I can’t live my love life like this. Mothergod, please give me Your way…why can I stop wiping?

                One night…

The Woman: “Jason, I need to talk to you.”

The Man: “Ok, sweetheart. What happen?” (Trying to hug The Woman, but she refuse it)

The Woman: “I love you. I mean I really love you. But, …” (Start crying)

The man: “Yeah, I know that, but, what’s the next sentence, Honey?”

The Woman: “I want to end up our relationship.”

The Man: “What? Tell me you’re just kidding me, Chloe.”

The Woman: “No, Jason. I’m serious. I love you enough to let you go with your girl.”

The Man: “Who’s girl? What are you talking about, Chloe?”

The Woman: “I know what I shouldn’t know, Jason. When you’re in Milan, morning call, everything. Please don’t lie to me anymore. I won’t be angry to you.”

The Man: “Chloe, I’m so sorry. I promise never do that anymore. Please don’t leave me. I love you.”

The Woman: “I love you too, Jason, but I think we should have a time for ourselves to think about our relationship. I will go to Derbyshire to let you think about it. If you have the answer, please pick me up. I will be waiting for you, Jason. I love you.” (Leaving Jason with sorrow within her eyes)