#direwxlf

already did 1 & 4

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

chris thile3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

”Carrying, I say, the stamp of one defect” (hamlet)5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

thank u pal

walk the moon

favourite song: i want i want (i die a little every time i hear it but in the best way possible)

least favourite song: anna sun actually #sorry

have i ever seen them live: lets put it this way: i have never seen anyone live ever

favourite band member: kevin bc casual rainstick

least favourite band member: i dont like this question

how many of their albums i have: none

favourite album: fuck i like their new one a LOT but like i said. I want i want so painfully good 

favorite lyrics: “oh how strange and difficult feigning innocence is”

favorite music video: i don’t watch their music videos i suck

ever met any members: no #sad

panic

favourite song: FUCKING ALL OF THEM (but usually northern downpour)

least favourite song: i do not have one i love them too much

have i ever seen them live: no but i would pee if i did o m g

favourite band member: ryan ross (I’M KIDDING DONT KILL ME)

least favourite band member: none

how many of their albums i have: 3

favourite album: pretty. odd.

favorite lyrics: “i know the world’s a broken bone, but melt your headaches, call it home”

favorite music video: this is gospel

ever met any members: no because if i did i would be dead

ok but like childhood friends colt and harold is the best thing ever b/c like the possibilities are endless and painful, like 

colt not being able to forget anything about harold, from his broken smile to his off-tune whistle, b/c the trauma of his death burns the observations into his memories

colt still having nightmares about his death, crying silently and soaked to the bone in gasoline, and the way he burned, like firewood. if firewood screamed

colt being extra protective of his other friends b/c he doesnt want to lose them too, even when they’re better at protecting themselves (leah)

colt internalizing guilt for things that aren’t his fault b/c if only, if only he’d known.....

colt bringing flowers and bubble gum to harold’s grave every year, the first out of tradition, the second b/c that was something he’d actually like

more twin skeletons ideas aka i’m obsessed with aus pls help

marching band au: colt’s an arrogant crybaby trumpet and his best friend vex is a stoic-looking euphonium who’s actually a giant nerd. leah’s a clarinet on the wrestling team and bells is a clumsy color guard girl who keeps whacking this trumpet,sometimes on purpose.(wye is a drum major and done with these idiots.)they all become close after being left behind after a competition

coffee shop au (yes i am aware of the cliche shhh): bells and vex are baristas at the local college coffee shop, known or their ‘death coffee’ that will get you through finals but cost you a few years off your life. colt and leah are desperate crammers that slowly turn into regulars and fall stupidly for the staff. heart eyes and all. 

soulmate au/string of red fate au: the background is the same as a million other stories, red for romantic love, yellow for platonic, etc, etc. but in a world where love is predestined, people are more want to be rid of it. that’s why bells and vex are ‘snippers’, professionals who break strings of fate by any means neccessary. the trouble comes when their own show up. all of their tools fail and they cant find out why until they find out ‘stringers’ are on the other side, the people who put the strings around fingers in the first place. tragic ironic love? more like YES.

ww2 au: check out the chat for my feelings on that, there’s lots

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

I don't remember, probably Moose.

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

It depends on the situation, but I can pretty much talk to anyone if need be, so....outgoing?

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

My family in Florida this summer!!! As well as my mom and dad some weekend soon, hopefully. I miss them. 

4. Are you easy to get along with?

I would say so. As long as you're respectful, I can get along with you. 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

Nope. 

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

I'm attracted to people who can have fun but who always look out for their friends and who loves their family. Basically, if they aren't arrogant and they're attentive, I'm attracted.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Well...I haven't been in one in 23 years so...probably not. I'm probably going to die alone tbh. 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

My cousins Richard, Blaise, and Jed. 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Again, this depends on the situation. Usually I'm alright with it but if a certain person talks about having sex with another certain person I get uncomfortable. 

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

.....I don't remember? Probably Amanda, Mary, or Kenzie. 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

"Yes my darling?"

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

1.I see Fire    2.The Sound of Change    3.Dust to Dust  4.Stay With Me   5.Dead Hearts

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

YES. 

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Yep. 

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Camping with my family ^.^ 

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

No.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Yes.

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Nope.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

Of course!

20. Do you like your neighbors?

I'm indifferent to them 

21. What are you bad habits?

I clench my jaw and grind my teeth when I get angry or stressed.

22. Where would you like to travel?

Ireland or Scotland! 

23. Do you have trust issues?

Ohhhhhhhh yes. Yes I do. 

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Bed time xD

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My shoulders. I have really bad scars on them and so I refuse to wear sleeveless anything which sucks for swimming and dresses and stuff. 

26. What do you do when you wake up?

Shower!

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

I sometimes wish it was a little bit darker. 

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

Mm....I dunno. Probably Mary, but things are changing between us and it makes me sad. -shrug-

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Never had an Ex. 

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Of course. 

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

Yeppers

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Ummmm....Matt Damon, Liz Gillies andddd OH! JOSH TURNER

33. Spell your name with your chin.

nessded (Jessee xD)

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I do not play sports ^.^ 

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

All the time. 

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Nothing. 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Nice, caring, attentive, honest, preferably with dark hair and light eyes. And he'll have a big family so my kiddos can have a lot of cousins like I do ^.^

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Pretty much any Book or Candle store!

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Well...I graduated college so, probably what I'm doing now, lol. 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends on the situation, but usually yes. 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

It means I'm super pissed off or sad. Or disappointed. Nothing good. 

43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yep!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Bottom of the Ocean

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Sheer willpower

46. What are you paranoid about?

Getting close to people because I'm pretty much convinced that everyone leaves. Also....in the same vein, losing my friends.

47. Have you ever been high?

Yes.

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Yes

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

No? 

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

February: city/state

well i mean i live in [INSERT TOWN NAME] north carolina but id rather live in florence 

December: random fact about me

i have a list of how many times i've come incredibly close to death in my notebook and i keep a tally because it's like 8 or something like that