YOUR PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE!
◔‿◔) Close your eye, take a deep breath, ask one question like crisp and clear. choose the most attractive picture
If you have high time focusing or making a clear question write it down. (It's a tip specially for my hyperactive or neuro Divergent babies)
About this reading: I pulled three cards one for past, present and future and how they impacted you. It can be seen as a message from past, present and future-self.
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PILE ONE
PAST : 5 OF CUPS
I think in recent past you lost something genuinely deep or someone you were really close to and i don’t think you are over that grief. There is lot of pain, self-blaming? For those who lost someone I am sorry for your loss and wishing peace on them. But other people? i think you have been refusing to let go of this grief probably because of your perspective. you are too focused to on the loss to see what it brought you or how it helped you.
PRESENT : 6 OF SWORDS
Move on, not once but with a slow steady journey.. I know it is very hard but start this turbulent journey and move towards calmer and steadier place. your guides are around you and supports you. Honestly at this point if you just move with all your baggage it would be okay but start somewhere you need it my love. Now i feel like i was bit rude above the grief is actually too much. Still I would say try to move around a bit please don’t keep laying at same place even tho it is very comfortable. yes rest at this place but walks maybe? I also think your lost one is looking over you.
FUTURE : 5 OF SWORDS
Idk why i heard you will protect them and spirit refused to give any explanation. So please see it from your perspective. Even tho the person is still very proud of you and absolutely loves you, I do think you will be doing something in future which will make them proud of you. Wait Probably it’s just you getting back on your feet, getting over this grief cause i think this loss was very sudden that is why you are so shaken, but yeah I do see a change for you, in you.
Sending lots of comfort and peace. They are at peace as well and they wish same for you.
I AM SORRY IF THIS PILE DOES NOT RESONATE WITH YOU BECAUSE THIS WAS VERY SPECIFIC AND HEAVY. PLEASE PICK A DIFFERENT PILE OR WHOLE POST IN GENERAL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND LIFE!
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PILE TWO
PAST : 8 OF SWORDS
Okay pile two i think in past you experienced something which made you feel trapped. like you were bound to it with no escape. There was a lot of baggage and can’t move forward. I wonder if you were even aware of this, because all i can see is trauma response where you keep going in circles. It could be your fear? where you thought you were doing everything but going no where yeah it was manifestation of your fear.
PRESENT : PAGE OF PENTACLES
okay i have some good news for you there might be some kind of offer or application coming your way with a positive response. Apart from that you could start your own passion project which might lead to a movement forward. I am also channeling happy go lucky energy as well.
FUTURE : STRENGTH
Alright in future i think you will need to sit down with yourself and tame your own fears. you could have a pattern where you quit things just when they are about to reach finishing line. I think you would be forced to do it either way cause how important the current project is. I also see it bringing you a huge amount of abundance, could be financially,or spiritually but for sure a shift which will improve things for good.
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PILE THREE
PAST: 10 OF WANDS
Alright pile three in past you hoarded too much of work,more than needed more than you could complete maybe because you were ambitious or scared or both.
There are chances that me as an outsider can see it as doing too much but in that moment you felt you need to get to destination with all that burden. it may have left you feeling overwhelmed and feeling heavy.
Honestly it is self inflicted at some point like what if you could just drop it and set yourself free? Then comes your fear of staying in same position, staying constant, not being able to build that dream life.
PRESENT: 8 OF WANDS
Alright I think you reduced the number of tasks significantly. I won’t comment on if that’s actually less or no but yeah you did good you made a huge improvement. I also wanna mention that one of your work,project might bring you offer or more likeminded people to collaborate with.
FUTURE: THE EMPRESS
Alright i guess you will like this advice. For once you are not being asked to remove things from your to-do list,or to go slow but it is more about nurturing yourself. take time out for yourself. go out on trips, go to park, have a self care day, meditate anything which makes you more efficient in working for your dreams.
I will also say you will know if your work project anything is for you or not by asking one question: is it adding beauty and harmony in my life ? in world in general? If yes go for it!
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I don't ask much of you but please reviews. It helps me improvise my art and gives me motivation to do more. Thank you.
[This is a devotional act for Mother Hecate.]
