#1010

⁠◔⁠‿⁠◔⁠) Close your eye, take a deep breath, ask one question like crisp and clear. choose the most attractive picture

If you have high time focusing or making a clear question write it down. (It's a tip specially for my hyperactive or neuro Divergent babies)

About this reading: Basically focuses on your deep desire, obstacle stopping it from manifesting and solutions for it.

_______________________

PILE ONE 

The Desire: Devil

Hi pile one as for your desire, you want to have lot quite a lot of materialistic things like money, fame, I might say even love. i don’t know why i chanelled love is last and toughest desire to give away before transcending. I know devil card is not that favourite of people but all it’s saying here is that you want to have enough in materialistic world so that your loved ones will never have to worry about anything. not food, not safety? For some reason i heard effects of war. It also have this feeling that i wish i have enough so finally my parents can rest and enjoy. Beautiful energy. I genuinely think you understand that everything comes with big money, so yeah that’s what you truly desire.

The Obstacle: 10 of Swords

You are doing too much and not going anywhere. not just that maybe you are doing so much that you are not doing anything at all. how do i explain it? It is

like you have put so many tasks which might make you money but at end it is taking so long for even one to commplete and actually make money cause you are putting lil pieces of attention everywhere that even if there is growth it is almost negligible. or you could be just procastinating because of fear that what if i actually do it and fail? let me hold your hand and tell you completion won’t hurt as much as it is hurting right now 

Solution: 3 of Pentacles 

UHH do whatever you are doing in public. Let people see you and your hardworking. this might help you build your personal brand as well. I think you will recieve bettter collabs or i think spirit is suggesting you to collab with like minded peoples. I also wanna add with all the long list of to-do try sticking to one you are more passionate about rather than what makes you more money. i think money will follow you eventually when you are at peace. 

________________________________________________________________

PILE TWO

The Desire : The Emperor

Hi pile two i think you truly desire to be powerful and an authority figure or at place where you are not bound by emotions and situations. I genuinely believe this is how you visualise your futureself someone very powerful, confident. lol i saw those edits of bossbitch and rich independent women. I  wanna add that there might be masculine energy reading as well but predominantly it’s women or feminine energy in general irrespective of gender. you turly desire to be stable and accomplished, master of it all, generational wealth irrespective of the fact whether you will have next generation or not.

desires very powerful confident lack of authority not ver emo stern face

The Obstacles:4 of wands

well as i told you i saw those cool reels in my head which obviously can be used for manifestation but i think you are just going through

Maladaptive daydreaming. You dream about this or that but never take any inspired action. you are not even actively manifesting your delusions are not even about  one thing focused on one goal they are scattered around. Apart from this a lot of you have some kind of toxic relationship or curse where you are putting your time and energy in someone else. Honestly? they don’t even seem to be bad one here or at least imbalanced i wonder if it’s a situation where you keep daydreaming about them. I wonder if it’s rude to stay stalking for some of you not all tho.

4 0f wands in delusions some negative love relationship

The Solution: Page of pentacles 

Lol. tarot is straight with it’s answer. start focusing on your career and finances. Build plans, TAKE ACTUAL ACTIONS, make to do list, go see sun, get your blood test done. You could have some deficiencies as well. No this person won’t be coming back, no this crush is not what you are delusioning yourself about. You are just spiralling into endless thoughts with no proper outcome or manifestation 

________________________________________________________________

PILE THREE 

The Desire : The Tower

Pile three i guess you are stuck in same cycle same pattern for quiet sometime and you are exhausted. You genuinely want a new journey, path to start now. Lol a hero journey? let me explain according to spirit you do not want a small change you want something huge which change your life by 360. A shift which might change your finances, circle, physical body, vibe everything in general. you want to leave current life behind. You are trying to manifest huge transformation. I saw Phoenix while chaneling this

The Obstacles : The Hanged Man

For your obstacle i think it’s not about you waiting for some divine intervention i guess it is more of a confusion. Heavy confusion, feeling lost, don’t know where to even begin. you just want to change everything but dont’t know from where to start? i will say this transformation is already manifested in other dimension you just need to bring it to 3D. Everything feels like too much or nothing at all. There is no in between.

The Solution : The Hermit

Yeah exactly i guess even you can guess what this card want to say. Take space, go to parks sit alone. Introspect what you want and do not want any more. Journal a rough plan for different aspects of your life , analyse it, judge and criticise it. Let your intuition and rational mind take you to places, imagine how it makes you feel. If it feels right go for it if don’t drop it. Try  making small goals for different

aspect of life for atleast next 3-6 months and stick to it.

________________________________________________________________

I don't ask much of you but please reviews. It helps me improvise my art and gives me motivation to do more. Thank you.

milgram ship week day 5 - past life

⁠◔⁠‿⁠◔⁠) Close your eye, take a deep breath, ask one question like crisp and clear. choose the most attractive picture

If you have high time focusing or making a clear question write it down. (It's a tip specially for my hyperactive or neuro Divergent babies)

About this reading: I pulled three cards one for past, present and future and how they impacted you. It can be seen as a message from past, present and future-self.

___________________________________________________

PILE ONE

PAST : 5 OF CUPS 

I think in recent past you lost something genuinely deep or someone you were really close to and i don’t think you are over that grief. There is lot of pain, self-blaming? For those who lost someone I am sorry for your loss and wishing peace on them. But other people? i think you have been refusing to let go of this grief probably because of your perspective. you are too focused to on the loss to see what it brought you or how it helped you.

PRESENT : 6 OF SWORDS

Move on, not once but with a slow steady journey.. I know it is very hard but start this turbulent journey and move towards calmer and steadier place. your guides are around you and supports you. Honestly at this point if you just move with all your baggage it would be okay but start somewhere you need it my love. Now i feel like i was bit rude above the grief is actually too much. Still I would say try to move around a bit please don’t keep laying at same place even tho it is very comfortable. yes rest at this place but walks maybe? I also think your lost one is looking over you.

FUTURE : 5 OF SWORDS 

Idk why i heard you will protect them and spirit refused to give any explanation. So please see it from your perspective. Even tho the person is still very proud of you and absolutely loves you, I do think you will be doing something in future which will make them proud of you. Wait Probably it’s just you getting back on your feet, getting over this grief cause i think this loss was very sudden that is why you are so shaken, but yeah I do see a change for you, in you.

Sending lots of comfort and peace. They are at peace as well and they wish same for you.

I AM SORRY IF THIS PILE DOES NOT RESONATE WITH YOU BECAUSE THIS WAS VERY SPECIFIC AND HEAVY. PLEASE PICK A DIFFERENT PILE OR WHOLE POST IN GENERAL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND LIFE!

________________________________________________________________

PILE TWO

PAST : 8 OF SWORDS

Okay pile two i think in past you experienced something which made you feel trapped. like you were bound to it with no escape. There was a lot of baggage and can’t move forward. I wonder if you were even aware of this, because all i can see is trauma response where you keep going in circles. It could be your fear? where you thought you were doing everything but going no where yeah it was manifestation of your fear.

PRESENT : PAGE OF PENTACLES

okay i have some good news for you there might be some kind of offer or application coming your way with a positive response. Apart from that you could start your own passion project which might lead to a movement forward. I am also channeling happy go lucky energy as well.

FUTURE : STRENGTH

Alright in future i think you will need to sit down with yourself and tame your own fears. you could have a pattern where you quit things just when they are about to reach finishing line. I think you would be forced to do it either way cause how important the current project is. I also see it bringing you a huge amount of abundance, could be financially,or spiritually but for sure a shift which will improve things for good.

________________________________________________________________

PILE THREE

PAST: 10 OF WANDS

Alright pile three in past you hoarded too much of work,more than needed more than you could complete maybe because you were ambitious or scared or both.

There are chances that me as an outsider can see it as doing too much but in that moment you felt you need to get to destination with all that burden. it may have left you feeling overwhelmed and feeling heavy. 

Honestly it is self inflicted at some point like what if you could just drop it and set yourself free? Then comes your fear of staying in same position, staying constant, not being able to build that dream life.

PRESENT: 8 OF WANDS

Alright I think you reduced the number of tasks significantly. I won’t comment on  if that’s actually less or no but yeah you did good you made a huge improvement. I also wanna mention that one of your work,project might bring you offer or more likeminded people to collaborate with.

FUTURE: THE EMPRESS

Alright i guess you will like this advice. For once you are not being asked to remove things from your to-do list,or to go slow but it is more about nurturing yourself. take time out for yourself. go out on trips, go to park, have a self care day, meditate anything  which makes you more efficient in working for your dreams.

I will also say you will know if your work project anything is for you or not by asking one question: is it adding beauty and harmony in my life ? in world in general? If yes go for it! 

________________________________________________________________

I don't ask much of you but please reviews. It helps me improvise my art and gives me motivation to do more. Thank you.

⁠(◔⁠‿⁠◔⁠) Close your eye, take a deep breath, ask one question like crisp and clear. choose the most attractive picture

If you have high time focusing or making a clear question write it down. (It's a tip specially for my hyperactive or neuro Divergent babies)

About reading: One card each from your mind, body , spirit and their message to you.

________________________________________________________________

PILE ONE

MIND : THE EMPEROR

so my pile one your brain is very powerful? hmm brain maybe you are very intelligent or posses high IQ as well. Someone in research, investor etc. you are really good at manifesting things so use it!

learn to balance between heart and soul? I think your mind tells you this same message a lot of times but yo often ignore.

Choosing intuition over rationality? when it is so obvious in the moment which one is correct. like it shouldn't be hard. Honestly intuition falls under category of mind as well but it is blocked in your case because of fear. you are confusing anxiety with intuition.

Next time take a deep breath and focus on what is the first thought or guidance pops up.

BODY : NINE OF SWORDS

Well yeah obviously we talked about fear, your body is under stress and deep anxiety. A lot of sleepless nights and anxiety attacks. I keep getting a very disregulated nervous system and it is coming very strong. I feel like you often start thinking about something and end up spiralling eventually crying at night or crying yourself to sleep. I wonder if it is about career.

SPIRIT : EIGHT OF SWORDS

I think you are feeling trapped in situation. I mean it feels like forced at this point. It's like you can just remove the blindfold and move forward or even rely on your intuition to guide you but you are standing at same fixed place for no reason. WHY? yeah out of FEAR.

Honestly I think your body and spirit is paralysed because of fear. Only thing you can rely on is your mind and brain. But you never hear it clearly under crash of overthinking. so try meditating, walking in nature so you can hear your mind guiding you better.

________________________________________________________________

PILE TWO

MIND : EIGHT OF CUPS

Hi pile two. I think your brain is going through some kind of change. It's shedding old limiting belief, old patterns and old cycles. you could be using affirmation or actively manifesting some change in your life and your mind is also evolving according to that. Journaling might help you during this time. I think for 3 months? This phase will go on for 3 months. Maybe you are building a new habit or mindset like you have finally decided to move on from that one failure which hurled you like a bitch.

BODY : TWO OF PENTACLES

I wanted to say your body is juggling a lot of work but also. in between mind and spirit. You could be doing a lot as well so take proper rest and nourish yourself with comfort food, sleep and walks.

For the balance between mind and spirit, it is more about the fact that you have harden over time. Too mature Too stoic and your spirit is very childlike. So they often fell out of alignment but now your body is able to balance the evolving mind which is trying to move towards lighter side of life and your childlike spirit. you might be more active once this resting phase is over. You will feel like to try new things, adventures and I think you should definitely go for it.

SPIRIT : SIX OF CUPS

yup you have really old soul but not stoic. It's like you have wisdom, experience but you have not let it make you rigid and stiff over time. you are still jolly, flexible and childlike. Instead of being tired of life you are full of life with all the lesson life could have given you. you might think ow it is not me but this is actually what you are. And with current change going on? Come back to this reading after a year and let me know if your future version manifested this way or not. Till then have a great life ahead.

________________________________________________________________

I don't ask much of you but please reviews. It helps me improvise my art and gives me motivation to do more. Thank you.