seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from Mexico
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Canada
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Italy
seen from Italy
seen from United States
Can I call you?
To tell you what I've been through.
Can I text you?
Just like before our conversations till two.
Can I tell you?
The words I've never been able to.
Can I treat you?
Treat you better than I do.
Can I wish for you?
Cause I've seen 11:11's turning true.
Can I again hear you?
The answer stays with you.
Because it takes me back to
Can I call you?
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
🧠 Overthinking Everything Since 2005
By: A Chill Explorer
“I don’t just think. I rehearse, replay, redesign, and regret — all before lunch.”
— Probably Me
Hey there,
I’m a Chill Explorer — someone who lounges in comfy corners, stares at ceilings, and questions everything… including the ceiling.
Born in 2005, and since then? Well, I’ve been overthinking my way through life like it’s an unpaid full-time job.
👧🏽 Kid Me: The Drama Detective
As a kid, when my mum scolded me, I didn’t just pout and move on. I’d stare dramatically into the void and think: “Maybe she’s not even my real mom. Maybe she kidnapped my real one and replaced her.”
Every bedtime story ended with me questioning family trees.
I also spent an embarrassing amount of time wondering who loved me more — mummy or papa. (Answer: Neither, when you mess up the Wi-Fi.)
👀 Teen Me: The Insecurity Intern
Teenage years = Peak spiral season.
I overthought my big nose, my dark skin, the number of friends I didn’t have, and every “hmm” sent over text.
One “k” and I was in my room writing emotional poetry with sad playlist volume at 100.
My brain? A never-ending ‘what if’ machine.
🧑🏽💼 Adult Me (Or Whatever This Phase Is)
Welcome to Corporate Overthinking™.
Now it’s about my CGPA, career choices, and life decisions that feel like playing Jenga blindfolded.
I’ve always hated studies. Always loved art, music, writing… but guess who chose a business degree? Yep — Miss Stability Over Passion. 🙃
And guess what? I still overthink. I overthink deadlines, future jobs, whether to email with “Regards” or “Warm Regards”… it's endless.
💡 Why I’m Grateful for My Overthinking Brain
Sure, it brings stress and the occasional emotional breakdown in the shower. But it’s also my superpower.
Because of it, I:
joined case competitions
did internships and live projects
improved my CGPA (somehow)
became someone who cares deeply about her relationships
If I fight with someone, I overthink it to the point of apologizing with food, memes, or over-the-top voice notes.
💫 In the End...
I’m just a Chill Explorer. Still spiraling, still overthinking — but also still learning, growing, and feeling things way too deeply.
And honestly? I wouldn’t have it any other way.
📌 *“Overthinking doesn’t mean you’re broken.
It means you’re human with Wi-Fi on 24/7 inside your head.”*
Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
Ramadan 2015 :)
A lot of us may be going through tough times right now. Regardless of which battle each of us is fighting, we're all being tested in different ways. Amidst all the cruelties and wonders of reality, Ramadan begins tonight. For some of us (like me) the idea of being without food and water for more than half a day in this terrible heat may seem like another test in itself. But I read somewhere recently that it's not about what you give up during Ramadan; it's about what you gain. I pray more than anything that this Ramadan brings peace, perspective and pleasure into our lives. Peace of heart and mind; a perspective of who we really are, and what we really want out of our lives; and the pleasure of contentment. I pray that our du'aas are answered this Ramadan; every single thing we've fervently been praying for. And I pray that this be the best Ramadan of our lives, YET. "O you who have believed, decreed upon you is fasting as it was decreed upon those before you that you may become righteous -" (The Glorious Qur'an 2:183)
Solitude is often the best form of escapism...
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Don't rush everything. Some things are worth waiting for. Take your time. Contemplate life. Take decisions slowly but wisely. Breathe a little. Live life one day at a time. And don't always feel the need to move on to the next thing. Most of us couldn't "wait to grow up" when we were little. Almost all of us would be willing to trade the days bygone with the ones we're stuck in now... So live a little. And don't rush.
Sometimes life gets hard. It becomes a little unbearable. It becomes such an unplayable puzzle that the only way forward is to keep telling yourself that there lies an opening somewhere amidst this maze, and beyond that opening lie the results of all the sacrifices you've made, and all the hard work you've done. So keep fighting. Keep surviving. Keep working towards your dreams. You'll learn to live one day too.
There was a time when I'd look in the mirror, and not know who the person staring back at me was. That was when I'd lost my individuality; my sense of purpose; my reason to live. Facing that again remains to be one of my greatest fears...
