#deuces

i never really thought i’d come back, but, i have had some people in my inbox worried about me and figured i should give my last words of this blog

i started writing on this blog in my senior year of high school in my spanish class. i was ahead of the class, which allowed me to write fanfics every day in it without a problem. it was something done out of boredom, but something i continued to do after seeing how much love you all gave me. i grew up reading fanfics, and i was glad i could give to the community some, and make writer friends along the way.

then, i suddenly didn’t have a spanish class to write in anymore. i graduated and was met with the struggle of keeping motivation to continuously write day after day. my motivation came back around the time i got into college and was back in classes, but it was incredibly hard to find time to write, keep track of my fandoms, and work, and do school at the same time. around this time there was some friend drama (which, congrats if you scroll far enough to find it) that made it hard to even want to be on tumblr. to end it off, i met an english teacher who changed my perspective on my writing, where now every word i write is wrong. writing, once a hobby i enjoyed, is now something i loathe.

that said, i’m very grateful for the community i found on this silly little app. to my moots, if you ever find this, just know i love you all so much :( i’ve never been good at being social and i close myself off quite a bit, but i’ve enjoyed every single interaction i’ve had on this app. i am very sorry for the people who have sent requests in the end; who, hopefully aren’t still waiting for them to be written. let this be my statement that all requests in my inbox are terminated, though i do appreciate them all.

i don’t believe in deleting profiles and all the work with them, so i will very much be staying. this message, however, will be my last. with it i must say fuck ai; it does not belong in the creative scene. please do not rely on ai for your posts to get popular on an app. and please, please, please, do not steal others’ works. be creative. with that, i wish you all happy blogging and a lovely life. thank you for the reads.