I'm a dreamer. I like to think of big elaborate things that I will do with my life. That something really good is going to happen to me. A dream I've been holding back for a long time is my dream to get famous. It's a bit extreme and pretty much every little kids dream is to grow up and be famous and me a singer. But this dream has stuck to me. And I've always had this sneaking feeling deep inside of me that I was bound to be famous. I have a huge passion for singing, and pretty much every friend of mine has told me I'm a good singer. It's really encouraging until I come home and my sister tells me that they are probably just being nice. I try to force it down and tell myself that she wants to be talented. But it hurts inside because I question how talented I really am. I can see myself being famous, I can almost taste it the dream is so real. I've never actually performed in front of a crowd, and I didn't get the chance last year in the talent show. I didn't make it, I sang to flat and everybody knows it. I chose the wrong song, but I have the perfect one this year. I'm going to walk in that room with my head high and I'm going to sing my song and I'm going to leave them speechless. They will regret not putting me in last year. And when I turn 15 I'm going to march my ass down to wherever the hell it is I go and I'm going to audition for every single Television talent show competition I can find on this earth. My mom tells me that I don't want to be famous. That I will have no privacy what-so-ever. I don't care about privacy. I don't have a single secret on my soul. There is nothing I have to myself anymore. I never was one for secrets, I can keep one if someone really wants me to. But I don't care. And if I don't get on any of those shows, I'm going to go back the next year, and the year after that. I'm going to go back until they finally take me. Because i want it so bad. I want to stand up on a stage and sing for people. I'm a shy singer, I don't like singing in front of people, but when I get into the talent show this year, I wont be anymore. I have big dreams and a lot of people never make it big. Some people will get a record deal and they stay on the down-low until they dump them on their rear end. If I get a deal, I'm moving straight to California and I'm going to introduce myself to as many musically successful people as I possible can. I will meet Taylor Swift one way or another, and I'll get advice from her. I'll work my way into the business and I swear if I get up there. If I'm ever famous. I will never come back down. I will work my ass off until my very last day on this earth. It's a huge ridiculous dream, and it's not likely, but the more people that tell me I can't do it, the more determined I am to prove them wrong. And when I'm up on top and they are stuck at some boring office job, I'll be travelling the world, going on trips around the world. Treating my friends that stuck with me to higher ways of life. And the ones who shot me down will wish they hadn't. I'll even take the time to dedicate a song to their inability to see what people are capable of. It will happen if I want it to. And I've never wanted anything more than I want this. I will make it happen.
