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Important update regarding Galm (April 20th, 2021)
Hello, everyone. This is going to be a long post, so a lot of it will go under a keep reading.
It will include some links and a long, long, long transcript.
TL;DR John has addressed what's happened with Galm; Galm has messaged people and said some things troubling nature.
There may be some content you might not feel comfortable reading, so please be careful.
I'll put the keep reading right here, so please take the time to read this when you're able to. It's all very important. And please remember that with everything going on right now, we can only support the derp crew to the best of our ability by respecting their decisions and wishes.
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( URL - https://www.twitch.tv/videos/994753439 )
TL;DR John has addressed that Galm is not in a healthy mental state, and that things he has done during this time are inexcusable. Nonetheless, he hopes that Galm gets the help they need. At the time being, neither him, nor the derps, nor any of us can do anything to help him. This topic is no longer to be discussed in chat.
"So, we're gonna...before I, uh, get onto the actual stream, there was one thing I didn't really wanna talk about and, uh, it may be the reason why there are in fact like 5...6 mods in here, uh, just because this- it's something that we needed to like- we need to...sit down and talk about. Uh, just because, um, you know...it's- it's kind of necessary, it's kind of important and um...I've been thinking about it for at least a week now. Uh, so, before we get into it, just fair warning- I got all the mods here, all the mods who are hanging out. Uh, if you see something that like needs to get shut down, please do me a favor and shut it down. Uh, yes weāre having a serious sit down talk. [laughs softly] It is me, your father, weāre gonna have a talk. I...am fucking old- thatās not what weāre talking about. But, umā¦ [laughs softly again]. Yeah, my point is, weāre gonna- we- I- this is serious- this is some serious time we need to have...umā¦ Let me fix this really quick before weā¦ [adjusts camera] Iām pushing- Iām delaying the inevitable, Iām sorry. But, yeah...More or less, um...soā¦
āLike I said- sorry. So, mods, you know what to do. Anywayā¦ Letās [claps hands] Letās break it down really quick. Iām gonna try not to make this so in-depth because one, itās not my place to, uh, divulge any information further on than what is out there. Uh, if- fuck, Iām dropping stuff on my desk, hold on. Um- this isnāt me delaying it, I promise you. Um- but yeah it is not my place to necessarily speak about a lot of the events that have happened, andā¦ it isnāt my- Iām not going to be the one to do that. Uh, whoever wishes to talk about it and whoever wishes to tell their side of the story...I am obviously gonna listen. Iām gonna be open to it, and Iām gonna hear it out, but I need to start this off of course. And Iām not looking at the camera because this is gonna be- this is gonna be hard for me to do so I just gotta keep rolling through it. Iāve been trying to think about how Iām going to speak about this. I think if I just shoot from the hip and get it over with thatās the best way weāre gonna get through this.
āUm, so it is no secret that our friend Galm is very mentally unwell. Andā¦[sighs] itās- itās one of those things where a lot of information has come out publicly- um- in the time in which his mental state has gotten worse. Um...the only thing I can say is I- it is no longer in our hands. And I say that because his family has gotten involved, so from this point forward, there is nothing we can really do about that. And thatās something I wanna stress like off the bat. Iāve spent a long time talking with my therapist over this stuff since everything has started. And...I find that I am a person who tends to internalize a lot of- a lot of things, so...uh, for me, I have been making Galmās mental health my problem and making it my mental health, and um, because of that my anxiety has drastically spike to a point in which, uh, for those who remember a couple months ago I took a two month break off because I was having really bad anxiety attacks. And Iām not trying to make this about me. I promise Iām not trying to, Iām just trying to convey- like I- was like- itās- things have been on that level again and I donāt want them to be. I canāt do that again. Um, but my point- I wanna get back to what Iām saying- ācause again I donāt want this to be taken out of context. I donāt want anything to be taken out of context and made to look like, uh, like a certain way. āUm, so, a lot of- of what has been going on. Uh...Iāve seen a lot of DMās...Iāve seen a lot of text messages. Um, and to the people whoāve, uh, dealt with that, I know Iām not responsible for it but I am so sorry that you went through this shit that went down because itās- itās not okay. Itās absolutely not okay. Um...while Galmās mental state is deteriorating, and while- I-I know for a fact based on dates, and based on times, a lot of what was sent out was during said, like, manic episodes, like those manic episodes where they were...con- they were consecutively tweeting minute after minute, constantly. Um, I know a lot of it was during that time, however, and I think that we can all agree here. Regardless of...your mental state and your mental health, um, none of that- none of what was sent to other people, none of what was texted to other people is absolutely not okay. Itās not okay for a person to um...send messages like they did- Iām trying to be as vague as possible. Itās not okay for...those conversations to be had in the way that they were had. Um...and, I personally canāt stand by it. Thatās not something that I ever want to see happen in the...I donāt want to say āDerp Crewā...Iām not saying that. Iām gonna say, thatās not something I ever wanna see in general. I donāt wanna see anyone go through that ever again. Especially through um...especially due to someone who was so close to me for so long, and Iām not trying to say that- Iām not trying to say that, likeā¦ Iām not trying to be like- Iām not trying to be like āfuck Galmā you know what I mean? Like Iām not trying to do that, thatās not something I wanna do. But I just want to make a point to say what happened was not okay and we need to accept that. And we need to understand that thatās not something that never needs to happen again.
āBut, on the flip side, we also need to understand that this was taking place- all of this was taking place during a deteriorative mental state, I think thatās the way to put it. Umā¦ but again, on the flip side again, itās still not okay, you know what I mean? Like it- itās not. Itās not okay. Um...and, at this point, uh, th- it- I will be honest, like Iāve said, it has gotten much worse from the updates Iāve heard. Iām not going to divulge the information because again, it is not my business and- well it- [sighs] itās not- itās not my place to say, thatās what Iām trying to say, itās not my place to say. Um...and unfortunately things are at a point with- I could- I could assume based on some of the things that Chilled has said, that Aphex has said, uh, that...I- I am also- I can also say that like...how do I...how do I put thisā¦
āI understand that- that Galm...really, 100% needs help. I understand that wholeheartedly. The thing is, I canāt be the one to help anymore. Like, I canāt do it, because...my- how do I put this- uh, Galmās mental health is not mine. Itās not Chilledās. Itās not Zeās. Itās not Tomās. Itās not Aphexās. Itās not any of you. Itās not- itās none of our cross to bear, if that makes sense. None of us should be beholden to the burden of Galmās mental health. It comes down to- and if I- just as an aside. If it sounds- I donāt know if I said āheā or ātheyā, Iām just trying to make sure it doesnāt- Iām going based on the Twitter profile of, um, uhā¦ [snaps fingers] āsheā, āherā, ātheyā, and then in parenthesis āāheā is sometimes okayā. But Iām trying to like- I- I have been really, like, Iām gonna be honest with you, I have been very, very, very careful. Because...I wanna make sure Iām trying to do this right, so, Iāve been trying to go with Galm and I think that- thatās where Iāve been with that all, because, as- as, I hate to say it, most of the stuff in that realm has come out of the blue. And Iām not gonna discredit that. I donāt want- I donāt want Galm to think Iām like discrediting, uh, their feelings, but like, I just- I wasnāt sure. I wasnāt sure in regards to how close the gap of these- the psychotic episodes and coming out- like, I wanna make sure he- uh- I wanna make sure that uh Galm is happy with who they are, and Iāve been trying to be very good with it. So...donāt mind me, Iām trying- Iām still trying, and itās- Iām not trying to be an asshole or anything. I donāt wanna be. This is a serious talk and Iām just trying to make it understood.
āAnyway, so, getting back to it. A lot of this is- the things Iām saying is Iām processing a lot of this still. And this is like...this has been going on at least, for- since, February, all of this. And itās now finally just coming to a hit, you know what I mean? And I hate to say it, but, like, what...like I said, this is...not my cross to bear. Itās none of our cross to bear. Um...I donāt even wanna call it like, the Derp Crew, Iām just saying in general. Like, none of this is for us to hold the burden of, because at the end of the day, umā¦ Galm has unfortunately- and this is the only like, real, like, shit thing Iām gonna say about it is umā¦ in- in the...things that Galm has said and done um...a lot of people were hurt. A lot of trust was- was broken, that I donāt know...if it can ever be...mended? I wanna hope, ācause Iām a person who hopes, that things will, uh, always be on the mend, as my Discord knows. I am something of a- a second chances guy. And I know I am to a fault, that I can be like that, but...um sorry Iām not- Iām not crying, my voice is just shot ācause Iāve been like screaming at work all day. [ wheeze-laughs ].
āUm, no, but...I personally- exactly- Jess-
[Addressing mod JessTries in chat who wrote āYou always look for the best in people <3ā]
āI try to look for the best in people and Iāve always tried to look for the best in people, even if, uh, those people have...have shit intentions, I guess is the way I can put it. But- not what Iām trying to say in this. My point is, um, yeah- a lot of- a lot of shit went down. A lot of shit went down and I donāt know how some of it can be recovered, but at this pointā¦ [laughs softly] At this point, my situation with Galm isā¦ [sighs] My situation with Galm is that, like, theyāve- theyāve said to me weāre good, but itās hard to be good when all of these messages are being shown, and people are coming out talking to you about how- okay- not talking to you, sorry, but, just talking about how, um, they were treated a certain way, and I donāt like that. I really donāt like that.
āSo, my...my feeling is that, like, [sighs] I canāt really- I canāt really stand by Galm when all of this is going on. I canāt do it. I can...I canāt be of help to someone who- who wasnāt accepting it. And I canāt be...um, I canāt stand by someone who does things like that. Um, and, not to- Iām not trying to throw anyone under the bus, Iām not trying to throw Galm under the bus. Thatās not...thatās not fair. Um...I honestly, if I could just, say to them I would, like, I- I feel like...like I donāt know...I donāt know what they can do...aside from getting help. Thatās- thatās the main thing. Just...Galm needs help, and...I canāt be the one to provide it. Um...none of the group- none of the people in the group can provide it. None of you can provide it. Um...and, itās a matter of owning up to what was said and done to a lot of people. And...what went down, obviously, if you know you know, umā¦
āBut, like itās just not fair to put youāre- youāre mental health...on- on...on your friends like that...so, Iām sorry Iām like coming down all of a sudden, Iām realizing like oh shitā¦ [laughs softly] Umā¦ but yeah, so likeā¦ [sighs] i-itās hard, man. Like, itās really fucking hard to do this, ācause you wanna- you wanna try and be honest, but like you wanna respect everyoneās privacy, and you wanna show like, hey, this is how it is. But, to everyone out there who dealt with this, and to everyone out there who had their- their problems...Iām gonna support you guys. Iām gonna be there for you, umā¦ [rubs chin] Iām also gonna support my friends, but at the same time, I canāt support any of what happened. Iām not gonna stand by it, and, I- the only thing I can say, and I think the only thing that like everyone needs to say is like, you [Galm] need to get help. You need help. 100% you need help and like...I hope you get it. I really do hope you get it. And I hope things are...I hope things are on the mend for you. And I hope you can figure it out. Umā¦ [clicks tongue]
āOkay, I think...I think Iām done. Iāve been just- this whole thing, this whole talk...Iām just- Iām just being honest with you guys. This is my way of processing my thoughts, and this is my way of getting past a topic. This is my way of getting past something of a chapter in my life, because this is...unfortunate. All of this is unfortunate that it had to go this way, and I was gonna say something earlier, itās just- I felt as if when I try to come up with the right words, it was gonna turn...the wrong way. I really did. And like, I donāt want- I want it to be right. I feel like this is the right way, and umā¦ [laughs softly] Donāt get me wrong...itās- itās taking a bit, and every time I try toā¦ every time Iāve tried, something happens, and I donāt want- I donāt want- just right place right time I think is the way that it needs to be.
āOkay, so, weāre done. Weāre done. From this point on, mods, you can- you can probably set up an automod or something like this, but mods, from this- and chat- from this point on, this- this topic? This conversation is over. Um...weāre done. Weāre done talking about this. "
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