aaaaah my face is so awful why is this a thingㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

i also pulled off a rather large chunk of heel, it hurts, not in a horrible way

bleeding from so many places, probably evidence that i am too stress

many of my not earliest but fairly early memories involve my mother pinning me down while i screamed so she could squeeze blackheads on my nose

people put time into telling other people on the internet not to touch their faces because it'll fuck up their skin and that's so strange to me, like, not everyone has mom obviously but i thought everyone had some kind of critical and deeply wounding slash ostensibly benevolent presence drilling don't touch your face you'll get pimples into them from a very young age, is this not the case

calls friend and works on registering for classes and picks scalp scabs, phone actually works, almost invited to resturant which would aid in my procrastination but dosent due to not enough room in vehicle, gets off the phone  phone has blood on screen....  huh... i dont remember picking there....

I have a painful ingrown hair bumpy thing in my inner thigh and I can’t stop picking