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Stettler

Also love heals wounds now?

Derek Swaim & Paul Liliani visit LA

She Walked around the corner. As soon as she saw him, her heart dropped. His eyes lit up when he saw her. He Took a sigh of relief and some uncomfortable moments to keep his composer...to remind himself he was married."Hey." Meredith Sighed. "Hey." He paused to gaze in her eyes, resisting the love he felt. "You almost died today." He finally managed to say. "Yeah, I almost died today." Meredith agreed. Derek gazed at Meredith For a few seconds, and with loss for words, he headed for the door. Meredith truly didn't want him to go. "I can't," Derek turned around feeling a jolt through his body. Glad he could be in her presence for a little longer. "I can't remember our last kiss." Meredith finally managed to say. "All I could think about was, "I'm going to die today and I can't remember our last kiss," which is pathetic..." Meredith trailed off for a few seconds as Derek moved closer. She smelled him. It was intoxicating. "But the last time we were together and happy, I... want to be able remember that, and I can't Derek. I can't remember." Derek looked into her eyes for a minute. He remembered. He remembered well..but he being a good man knew that reminding her would be wronging Addison, even if he was in love with Meredith still. He hesitated for a few seconds, "I'm glad you didn't die today." He smiled and began to walk out the door. Before he closed it some force stopped him and made him turn around. "It was a Thursday morning," Derek smiled as he saw Meredith eye's fill with joy. "you were wearing that ratty little "Dartmouth" T-shirt you look so good in.." He closed the door and walked closer to her, remembering how cute she looked. "the one with the hole in the back of the neck." he looked up and smiled at her. She continued to listen and take him in. "You'd just washed your hair and you smelled like some kind of... flower." Derek hesitated to remember her scent. "I was running late for surgery. You said you were going to see me later..." Meredith yearned for the hook of his story and moved closer to him. "and you leaned to me, you put your hand on my chest and you kissed me." Derek Smiled in remembrance. "Soft. It was quick. Kind of like a habit. You know, like we'd do it everyday for the rest of our lives." Derek looked down and wished that, that part of the story were true. "And you went back to reading the newspaper and I went to work." Meredith took a sigh of relief. "That was the last time we kissed." Meredith took a step closer, the two were now inches apart. "Lavender," Meredith Whispered. "My hair smelled like lavender... from my conditioner." Every fiber in Derek's being wanted to push forward those three inches and kiss her. Addison was the only thing stopping him. Meredith leaned a little closer giving the okay, yearning for one last kiss. The image of Addison and Mark crept through Derek's mind, letting him let go of any string holding him back. He brushed Meredith's hair behind her ear, and kissed her. Meredith was blindsided but full of joy, she let her hands run through his hair and across his shoulders and chest. Derek ran his fingers through Meredith's hair and then wrapped his hands around her waist pulling her closer. The two continued to kiss passionately until Derek swept Meredith off her feet and into his arms. She wrapped her legs around his waist and moved to kiss his neck. The two stopped for a minute to catch their breath. Derek gently kissed the small cut on Meredith's forehead and went back to kissing her walked her around the corner and up the stairs. He put her down against a wall to observe her roommate's doors. He let silence ring for a few seconds and continued kissing Meredith. He placed his left hand on her cheek and his right on her waist. Meredith kissed him harder, remembering how good it felt to be close to him in that way and to take him in. Derek pushed Meredith against the wall harder as she wrapped her legs around his waist again. He paused and looked in to her eyes. "I love you." He gasped. He walked her towards her bedroom door and slung it open. He placed Meredith down on the bed and returned to shut and lock the door. He stood and looked at her for a few seconds before removing his jacket and climbing into bed. He looked at her one more time before continuing. Gasping in all the passion, the two knew they were meant for eachother.