#depression .

i couldve met katie again this time in actual nice weather instead of it being cold as all hell but noooo i just had to be in calgary for the summer

headcanon that hank had depression and self destructive tendencies long before cole died, since hank was young, because depression doesn’t always need a “reason”, being bereaved of cole just made things a lot worse, like or reblog or just nod to yourself if you agree

who will be a darling and keep me posted on e3 news

i love reverse au connor with all his issues because as much as i love and relate to hank reverse connor is just more relatable because he is closer to me in age yanno. i don’t know if anyone’s headcanons of reverse connor have a cole equivalent but in my head he doesn’t, so he feels less valid in his depression because he doesn’t have that public event that other people can use to “explain” his problems

i think that if i had no money worries and i could come to terms with my body, then my depression would be not gone but so much better.

at the moment my depression is like an overwhelming feeling of “i don’t want to be doing this” when i’m not even doing anything or “i want to go home/be in bed” when i already am at home/in bed. it’s strange and upsetting.