#deppressed?

i sometimes feel sad. and i don't know why. i don't have an exact reason but i am noticing when i get sad something that i have been recognizing as to what it is happens. and i cant eliminate it. every day. and whenever i tell my friends that im sad, they ignore me. so whenever i feel sad now i try to hold it in because they'll just think that im looking for attention. and while i would love attention because thats who i am, i dont say im sad for attention, but i just realized that there's no reason for me to say im sad, because my friends can't resolve it. if i really think about it i could so easily cry. and if i were to tell my friends they'll just roll their eyes i bet. thats all.