I am very sensitive to how others react to what I did. When someone seems to ignore my messages for a few hours, I start to worry already. "Is he offended by what I tell him?", "Which part of my messages are making him uncomfortable?", thoughts like these start to flow in my mind, causing me to overthink and worry. To tell the truth, sometimes I might really have crossed others' line. Sometimes I tell a joke that is offensive to him or her without realizing it, sometimes I care too much about how he or she is doing that it becomes annoying. There were many times I tried to change. I want to abandon this me and become another me whom others might like more, but to no avail. I am not even sure if this is a personality thing, which is something I can never change. I don't even know if personalities are real - it is not written in the Bible! But I want to believe this - God created every bit in me for a purpose. Indeed, we are all learning our whole life, especially when it comes to dealing with people, but as long as we make sure what we do is in line with His words, we should not worry about it. Instead, we expect it to turn to become something that brings glory to God in prayers! Rejoice in Him always, do not fix your eyes on the possible faults you did, but on He who is so much greater than that, the comforter of our soul!