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how am I questioning the aspect of my queer identity I was most certain of like no you can’t take that from me stop that’s my brand
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how am I questioning the aspect of my queer identity I was most certain of like no you can’t take that from me stop that’s my brand
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I think I'm demisexual
sometimes I think I might be ace, but then today a dropped my partially opened fish on the floor in the dissection lab because a pretty girl sat next to me for 2 minutes...
So...
I’m reading a fanfic right now, and the main character is coming to terms with asexuality. And I had a realization. I crave love. I want a relationship, someone who could love me unconditionally and be willing to hold me and touch me and kiss me. But I don’t want s3x. Never have. I’m not so seriously disgusted that I feel repulsed by s3x, but I have complicated feelings about my body and intimacy. And even the idea of cuddling makes me uncomfortable. Seggs is a whole other thing. I reject intimacy, with friends, I can’t even imagine platonic cuddling like some people do. I want love but it’s always felt conditional, like to have a relationship with someone, an intimate one, I’d need to be willing to have se*. Talk of intimacy makes me uncomfortable and I used to think that meant I was childish, not mature. Now...I think it’s okay that I am? I don't know where I was going with this. I think I’m confused and still sorting through everything. anyways. If any asexuals out there have some advice for me? Or like...idk I think I am asexual? LOL everything feels complicated and I think I should be going to therapy hahahahahhAHHA.
I think I’m questioning my sexuality again....
Like the title say, I'm questioning it. For the past few years, I thought I was Pansexual. I never felt a romantic attraction to anyone but I never felt sexual either. My friends think I’m weird because I have never had a crush. I thought it was normal, that not a lot of people get crushes. When I was about 11 I kinda researched sexuality and stuff. I liked guys but I liked girls too, but I never really cared if they were a guy or a girl. I didn’t care what they identified as. That is when I found pansexual. It just kinda felt right. Now that I’m finding out more about sexuality, I think I could be aro or demi. I’m just confused. If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it. Most anything could help. Message me if you can.
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Used to it
It's 1am
He reaches for my hand as we are listening to music. I feel my the heat rising on my face. I am attracted to him and it seems mutual. I know what will follow - a kiss. And every bit of me screams "No!" I don't want to kiss him, I don't want to be near him, I don't want to deal with this.
He doesn't read body language. I suppose he is too blinded from his desires.
"Can I kiss you?"
NO!
"Yes."
But why? Why I'd say this? Why I couldn't say "no"?
The kiss is bad. I can't seem to relax, I don't open my mouth, I don't close my eyes, I don't want this and I push him away.
And even now, 3 months after, I do not want to touch anyone like that, I feel disgusted.
"You will get used to it and eventually it's going to feel good." My friends say. But I don't want to get used to something like that. Who would?
Maybe this is a demi thing?
When I first met the Crush, he was ok, but not like, devastatingly attractive. Now he's so attractive it's occasionally distracting. And I now full well it's because I got to know him in the middle. A demisexual thing maybe? Still figuring that out. But I will say this: If I die, fresh from the shower mussed hair was probably the cause.