So I was banned from picking movies for weekly movie night. Can’t see my fishbois for the 10th time until I make trenette al pesto for dinner for my housemates.
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So I was banned from picking movies for weekly movie night. Can’t see my fishbois for the 10th time until I make trenette al pesto for dinner for my housemates.

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Tranquility
Delightsofmysoul 18 January 2022
The greatest treasure you will ever find is yourself.
Lost love
I haven’t the right to be jealous To let that green eyed monster devour me Send my imagination on flights of fancy that end in tears rather than delight I loved you and lost you Critics would say I discarded you To my mind that is not so I did not know enough about love To value what we had To recognise it for the beautiful gift it was I had nothing to compare No life experience of belonging or acceptance To measure our feelings No way of knowing how to communicate my feelings No idea how to encourage you to express yours I know I have loved you with a deep and abiding love For the majority of my life You may not believe Or understand Or want my love Regardless it is true And how I envy Those that you love My heart aches Longing for you to cradle it in your hands To hear the soft timbre of your voice To see your smile transform your face Into a beacon of desire and delight To feel your soft touch As your brush my hair from my face with your fingers It’s not to be I need to be brave And recognise You do not want me.
Delightsofmysoul in the middle of the night when my demons haunt me... June 2020

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Winter
The cold sleeps through my veins It oozes eerieness Like the bony wrinkled fingers of an old woman Reaching out Immobilising me Taking grip of my flesh My bones Seeping into my very essence Rendering me Only capable Of pulling my bedcovers over my head In an attempt to deny its existence Chilled through I clutch my arms across my chest Pulling them tightly Enveloping myself in a hug.
Delightsofmysoul June 2020
At this moment
I don’t have the fortitude
To deal with your anger
To smile kindly at strangers
While you radiate hostility
I feel my insides shrink and clench
My body hunch over
Make myself as small as possible
Hidden
Invisible
I look up through my eyelashes
Head lowered
Surreptitiously looking
Praying no one is
I steady my breathing
Speak to you pleasantly
Hoping to restore,
not good humour,
That’s a bit much to ask
But a neutrality
An evenness
My heart feels weary
Sagging
My mood resigned
On one hand not wanting to anger you
On the other not wanting to placate you
A new voice is in my ear
Asking me to rethink my decisions
Reminding me
I can only be responsible for myself
My actions
My reactions
My choices.
Delightsofmysoul 31 May 2020