#death mnt

our doctor && apothecary have BOTH told my mom to take what she has more serious bcs she could actually DIE && she still won’t fucking listen to them

I won’t allow her to die esp since im gonna have to be the legal guardian for my sister && probably my brother. I can barely manage myself && i still live at home

well my mom almost died. Knew I was right not to trust spiders

thinking about how there are other benny’s makes me want to literally stab myself and bleed to death 

open invite: come murder me!!! just!! come on!! im ready!! itll be the perfect xmas gift to me!!

It’s funny, the one thing I’ve consistently wanted to do with my life was work with video games. It never mattered to me how I’d work with them, beta testing, programming, artwork, I didn’t care. I’ve always felt that way since I had first played Pokemon Emerald on my gameboy, which was like one of the first games I beat if not the first. I wanted to make people happy and since games made me. and others happy, it made sense to me. But as I grow older and people ask “What do you want to do with your life” I'd always sheepishly say, “I’d like to work in game design” or I’d dodge the question entirely. As I grow older it even seems to me like a silly idea. But learning about people like Iwata makes me hopeful, and from now on I know, for sure, I will work in game design and I don’t care how but I will. Thank you for everything Iwata, I hope I can be even half the person you were.